Wat is wrong ?? SKY !!!

Today is one of those days tat I was really bad ... muz be monday blues !! Mood level fell to zero !! simply no mood for anything .... juz felt down for no particular reason !! Plus it became worst coz there was no food consumed .... I was at the start of the week of a fast !!

Was abit tired !! so decline attending a wake w/ frenz ... besides I dun really know them well well to start with.

So I tot I head home .... then came an sms .... EC asked if I wanna do dinner !! Sure !! Why not !! I've been wanting to meet up & dine w/ her for the longest time !! Then she said !! Urm... Sky's coming too !! We're gog to go french tonite !! Hmm ... sure !! Why not !! Since Sky mite juz leave early ... I cld hv some time w/ EC !! So I headed to Meet EC.

As we arrived at the eating place, we saw Sky arrived too !! Urm... we're heading to the butchery 1st 1! C ya in a while !! SO EC & me enjoyed our short time we had in the store !!
Got some stuff n off we ran to the Eating place, where Sky was nicely seated at the table.
We ordered our food !! Then share as usual .... then started cracking jokes !! & it went a lil' personal !!

Then it got bad .... & became worst !! Wat a dinner !!! Wat a great difference seeing him on Sat & today !!! Oh my .... This fella's really got mood swing ....
I really cant imagine !! What's got into him ... & I always tot I was the one ... I was the problem !! Oh yes .. .I really was ... I was his problem !! I really dunno why, I am constantly getting picked by u .... Itz like watz yr issue ?? Dinner became so yucky all of a sudden ... poor EC had to self entertain & make things as if everything is ok !!

I really think itz so uncalled for .... silly & childish !! There's a time for everything !! Wanna play then stand being played !! If nt dun attempt to play !!
This days I began to marvel at my patience & tolerance with u .... Often I tot, It muz the H.S. .... not me !!! coz till nw the love can juz overcome everything !! Like I'll cool down & think W.W.J.D. !!! Then everything juz softens !! Amazing ..... but I guess there will be a time, when all will die down .... I pray each day, it will juz be graciously extended !!! I'm finally having a taste of your medicine !!! Each time I go thru these ... I juz thank God, HE will send me angels to comfort me & tell me there is nothing worng with u .... itz juz him !!! U never knw how comforting it is to me !!! I'm glad there is indeed a God out there !!! At times I do ask myself ... so wat is it tat I had seen in u tat cld ever put U on a pedestral in my life !!! I wonder .... Wat was I thinking about when I 1st tot I liked u .... Muz be some mud in my mind .... I muz hv not been thinking well !!! I knw wat caused tat attraction. It really wasnt u .... cldnt hv been !! Muz hv been one of yr angels tat shielded u !!! Today's behaviour was simply atrocious !!! Unbelievably beyond words !!!

At times I think, muz be yr ploy to make me see u in tat awful light, so much can be stopped !!
Even if U had a bad day at work ..... It doesnt justify yr behavior !!! Was just so shocking !! Thank God for 3rd parties !!! Thank God for 3rd parties who sees w/ the mind & not with a cluttered heart.

Well, if your intention was to spoil our outing !! Well .... congrates !! U achieved it !! I always remembered your words - do unto others as U do to self ..... but I've never seen tat happen !!!

Itz really disappointing !!! Especially when I was told ..... I affected u & yr ministry !! oh man !!! Wat about me & mine ?? But I never sought to pass the blame to u ..... I always respected u for how U r spiritually placed in my life !!! No matter wat happened !!! I still sought to shower u w/ the love & care I would give to all ..... & never expecting anything bk fm u .... but all I got was loads of pees & poos from u !!!

I really wonder !! Wat is wrong ?? Is it U or me ??? I'm juz trying to be as normal as I can with u ... having broken the news to u ..... can U juz be normal too !!! Please !!! Itz not easy on my end too..... Such a news broken is as good as receiving a rejection in one's life !!! But I chose to see it differently and be as normal as can be......

For God's sake !! If U need to .... take a break !!! sometimes, love can turn to hate too !! I certainly hope not ... coz we hv come a long long way !!! Hv a kit kat ya !!