Mon, 19 Nov 2007
Was another Monday blue !!! Not till Cully told me about Raine !!! Ooo.... They got this baby Jack Russell !!! Aei... wat U doing later ??? wanna come & see our new son !! Kee... kee.. of coz !! mai tu liao.... I went to meet them & Oh... my !!! wat a cutie pie !!! Raine is 3 months old !!! So sweet lor he !!! His mummy, Cully soh handed me him & he resterd on my lap & b4 we all knew it, he Zzzzz le .... His a baby !! so sweet !! But he being a male !! typical lor ..... rested his head rite smack between my boobies !!! hiaz.... haa.. Prob more comfy lah !! haa.. haa.. watever !! Raine's only a baby !!
Off we went to meet his new pal !! woof !! woof !! We met Butt, Scout & mini ... they too had a baby ... A baby gal !!! haa.. haa Here comes a very princess looking Corgi was carried by her proud mummy !! Her name is co co !!!
Ohh... .Wee ... trust me !! They are too cutie bao beis !! Raine Ng !! & Co Co Tan !! haa.. haa.. does it ever work this way ??
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Monday, November 19, 2007
My Big BiG bIg Splash !!!
17 Nov 2007 - Another significant event in my life !! My Water Baptism !!
This day I stood before a whole congregation and testified what God has done for me in my life !! Here's an account of my full testimony although on the actual day, it was shorten lots....
Indeed God is good and had done & still doing mighty wonders in my life !!
It is with great joy I am able to receive baptism for the second time. In 2000, I had made the decision to be sprinkled in baptism. I had known the Lord, all my life but was never really serious in my relationship with God. My walk with God had always been like a roller coaster ride – goes up & down …. Down & up.
Having brought up in a Christian family, God is always mentioned in every situation at home and in school and so everything was about GOD !! and as a child, I don’t really know who this God is … except that he is a God who created the world & us, even through Bible stories (which was then like any other fairy tale story to me). On Sunday mornings, going to Sunday school was a chore to me as I would be missing out on all my favorite cartoons on TV. I went, to save my ears from being nagged by mum.
So all these went on till I went Secondary school …. I totally backslidden. Those were the years where I don’t even remember there ever was a God in my life. I just wanted my freedom, I was a rebellious youth!! Wanted things my way and I think the person I hurt most was my mum. I had been so rude to her, ran away from her and did many bad things to her and the family. I knew they all loved me !! But I just wanted things my way.
When the world gave up on me …. My mum didn’t!! and I knew then it was through God that had given her the strength, through her constant prayers that changed my life and because she didn’t give up on me like God didn’t let go of me …. I am who I am today.
So my turning point came when I felt God was real during the 911 disaster, I was working in a huge American firm then and some of our colleagues were in NY at that time. Some of my colleagues were Christians and called for time of prayer during lunch and those who were Christians went…. Though we may not know everybody, but the unity was there. We were like a big family going through this …. A week later our Colleagues came back safely. It was through this incident that God became so real in my life and I started going back to church.
I attended church, and was so on fire… It was also during that time I was assigned to work overseas. I packed and moved. The 1st month settling down was a little difficult and I knew I had to look for a church soon, but months passed … that never happened. I was overwhelmed by my work and any time left was for leisure. God was placed back into one of the closets in my apartment. The relationship was lost again.
Eventually I came back home, and was jobless, but very quickly got a job offer from my previous company. Life was the same for me. I worked long hours… But there was this feeling emptiness despite being kept busy all the while. I knew what that feeling and God was the answer. I didn’t know how to go back to God as I felt that I had failed HIM and forsaken HIM time and again.
I went back to the church where I was baptized but I couldn’t be spiritually fed there. I began Church-Hopping and finally together with my sister, came Trinity in 2004. The sermons preached each week were like God speaking to me … Every week’s alter call was so relevant that I would run up and receive prayers, I would be crying buckets. My life was touched by God and I really felt it. I have finally Home.
During these 3 years in Trinity, I have grown so much spiritually, through cell and Tenet classes. I have been encouraged so much by my leaders and friends in Trinity to go through Water Baptism, but I resisted. I could not understand why I needed to be Water Baptized again when I had already been baptized in sprinkling. I felt ridiculed as if my baptism was not true baptism. I had been battling with this thought even till the day I agreed to do this Water Baptism. And just a week before I even thought of pulling out. But I really thank God for sending someone who spoke with me on this and reminded me why I had wanted to do it in the 1st place.
As I was looking for my Testimony which I had written months ago, strangely I could not find it, instead I found an article on water baptism which I had printed to read then. I strongly believe this is the confirmation God is giving me to go ahead with this decision to follow Christ, with the entire article being so long – only this caught my eyes – Taken from Romans 6:4 “therefore we are buried with HIM by baptism into death; that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.”
So as I proceed with this decision, in obedience to be water baptized today, I know I am being baptized into Christ and also baptized into His death, going under water is a type of being buried with Christ in death and coming out of the water is a type of being raised alive with Christ. AMEN !!!
Having brought up in a Christian family, God is always mentioned in every situation at home and in school and so everything was about GOD !! and as a child, I don’t really know who this God is … except that he is a God who created the world & us, even through Bible stories (which was then like any other fairy tale story to me). On Sunday mornings, going to Sunday school was a chore to me as I would be missing out on all my favorite cartoons on TV. I went, to save my ears from being nagged by mum.
So all these went on till I went Secondary school …. I totally backslidden. Those were the years where I don’t even remember there ever was a God in my life. I just wanted my freedom, I was a rebellious youth!! Wanted things my way and I think the person I hurt most was my mum. I had been so rude to her, ran away from her and did many bad things to her and the family. I knew they all loved me !! But I just wanted things my way.
When the world gave up on me …. My mum didn’t!! and I knew then it was through God that had given her the strength, through her constant prayers that changed my life and because she didn’t give up on me like God didn’t let go of me …. I am who I am today.
So my turning point came when I felt God was real during the 911 disaster, I was working in a huge American firm then and some of our colleagues were in NY at that time. Some of my colleagues were Christians and called for time of prayer during lunch and those who were Christians went…. Though we may not know everybody, but the unity was there. We were like a big family going through this …. A week later our Colleagues came back safely. It was through this incident that God became so real in my life and I started going back to church.
I attended church, and was so on fire… It was also during that time I was assigned to work overseas. I packed and moved. The 1st month settling down was a little difficult and I knew I had to look for a church soon, but months passed … that never happened. I was overwhelmed by my work and any time left was for leisure. God was placed back into one of the closets in my apartment. The relationship was lost again.
Eventually I came back home, and was jobless, but very quickly got a job offer from my previous company. Life was the same for me. I worked long hours… But there was this feeling emptiness despite being kept busy all the while. I knew what that feeling and God was the answer. I didn’t know how to go back to God as I felt that I had failed HIM and forsaken HIM time and again.
I went back to the church where I was baptized but I couldn’t be spiritually fed there. I began Church-Hopping and finally together with my sister, came Trinity in 2004. The sermons preached each week were like God speaking to me … Every week’s alter call was so relevant that I would run up and receive prayers, I would be crying buckets. My life was touched by God and I really felt it. I have finally Home.
During these 3 years in Trinity, I have grown so much spiritually, through cell and Tenet classes. I have been encouraged so much by my leaders and friends in Trinity to go through Water Baptism, but I resisted. I could not understand why I needed to be Water Baptized again when I had already been baptized in sprinkling. I felt ridiculed as if my baptism was not true baptism. I had been battling with this thought even till the day I agreed to do this Water Baptism. And just a week before I even thought of pulling out. But I really thank God for sending someone who spoke with me on this and reminded me why I had wanted to do it in the 1st place.
As I was looking for my Testimony which I had written months ago, strangely I could not find it, instead I found an article on water baptism which I had printed to read then. I strongly believe this is the confirmation God is giving me to go ahead with this decision to follow Christ, with the entire article being so long – only this caught my eyes – Taken from Romans 6:4 “therefore we are buried with HIM by baptism into death; that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.”
So as I proceed with this decision, in obedience to be water baptized today, I know I am being baptized into Christ and also baptized into His death, going under water is a type of being buried with Christ in death and coming out of the water is a type of being raised alive with Christ. AMEN !!!
I had the longest water baptism that evening !! As I walked down the pool, My ZP was waiting for me. Prayed over me !! & then - I baptized you in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit Amen - Down !! but I didnt ... U got to do it again !! I was stunned !! Hmm... Okie lor ... then she told me, spread yr legs abit more apart, bend yr knees !! & when I say Amen ... fall back k ... Okie !! I went !!
1st time ... I fell back ... then came up, Pastor said nope !! Not done !! I was like huh ??? She said I wasn't immersed !! Hmmm... so she said to spread my legs a little, bend my knees ... and when she say amen ... fall backwards ..... Okie
Then when I came back up, she said U didnt do it ... I told her I wanna go up liao ... she went... U have not been baptized !!! Ohh... Ohh... How ?? I went !! Standing very still !! Pastor say have to do it again .... & this time she asked me, are u afraid of water ?? I told her abit .... then I asked her can i hold on to something ?? kee.. kee.. No ... of coz not !! she went ... U hv to fall back & Immersed .... OMG !!!! Ooo.... Since I had this fear of water, she prayed over me arr.... & this time all went well .... Praise the Lord !! The power of prayer !!!
I had finally been water baptized !!!
As I dragged myself out of the pool.... I had difficulty coz I was heavier then usual.... almost slipped ... haa.. haa.. real joker !! Plus was blind as a bat coz my specs were removed !! While walking to the door for a change of dry clothes, my official camera lady was there waiting for me ... Mrs. Lim !!! She was really good .... waited for me to change & I was wondering why ?? Oh... so she waited for me patiently as I came out of the changing room and captured that moment when Pastor Ben handed me my baptism cert !!!
To me ... this cert didn't come easy for sure !!!
I wanna thank My Mummy & daddy for coming !! My Aunty Helen for being so excited about my baptism, my kor kor and my cheh cheh !! Mr & Mrs. Amos Lim - for ferrying my Aunty Helen , for that totful gift - again.. again .. again ... Mrs. Tracy Lim (I love to address U tat) for capturing all the precious moments !! Eleanor, Ginny for supporting me in their own special way !! Patsy & Jen (CBK), who made it all the way from the East, Ngo WK for taking time from his precious Sat and for that special fisher of Men bear!! Jac, for her lovely hand bouquet, Butt & Scout for that huge Sunflower, Steven, Amy, Josiah & Erna for representing the cell with that lovely handmade card & hand bouquet of tulips done by Samie. My Bozz for her presence & present. Kat who came w/ her mummy, Johnny & Max who congratulated me, Mini for her smiley cookie and all the way from the West by MRT, Bus etc !! Aiwei who rushed down just in time, Norman & Eunice for organizing the kai kai & mum mum after that, M&M for meeting us after ME at Adam and the precious moment gift. Pastor Bryan for that wave that brought forth abit more confidence, Dot for her prayers b4 baptsim and her wonderful gift. Pek Wan cheh cheh & Albert for coming YAS and their lovely gift. Joyce aka Tebak for taking time to come despite conflict of religion, & many many more .... Above all I thank u, Lord for this day !!! For this is the day that the Lord hath made !! I will rejoice in it !!!
1st time ... I fell back ... then came up, Pastor said nope !! Not done !! I was like huh ??? She said I wasn't immersed !! Hmmm... so she said to spread my legs a little, bend my knees ... and when she say amen ... fall backwards ..... Okie
Then when I came back up, she said U didnt do it ... I told her I wanna go up liao ... she went... U have not been baptized !!! Ohh... Ohh... How ?? I went !! Standing very still !! Pastor say have to do it again .... & this time she asked me, are u afraid of water ?? I told her abit .... then I asked her can i hold on to something ?? kee.. kee.. No ... of coz not !! she went ... U hv to fall back & Immersed .... OMG !!!! Ooo.... Since I had this fear of water, she prayed over me arr.... & this time all went well .... Praise the Lord !! The power of prayer !!!
I had finally been water baptized !!!
As I dragged myself out of the pool.... I had difficulty coz I was heavier then usual.... almost slipped ... haa.. haa.. real joker !! Plus was blind as a bat coz my specs were removed !! While walking to the door for a change of dry clothes, my official camera lady was there waiting for me ... Mrs. Lim !!! She was really good .... waited for me to change & I was wondering why ?? Oh... so she waited for me patiently as I came out of the changing room and captured that moment when Pastor Ben handed me my baptism cert !!!
To me ... this cert didn't come easy for sure !!!
I wanna thank My Mummy & daddy for coming !! My Aunty Helen for being so excited about my baptism, my kor kor and my cheh cheh !! Mr & Mrs. Amos Lim - for ferrying my Aunty Helen , for that totful gift - again.. again .. again ... Mrs. Tracy Lim (I love to address U tat) for capturing all the precious moments !! Eleanor, Ginny for supporting me in their own special way !! Patsy & Jen (CBK), who made it all the way from the East, Ngo WK for taking time from his precious Sat and for that special fisher of Men bear!! Jac, for her lovely hand bouquet, Butt & Scout for that huge Sunflower, Steven, Amy, Josiah & Erna for representing the cell with that lovely handmade card & hand bouquet of tulips done by Samie. My Bozz for her presence & present. Kat who came w/ her mummy, Johnny & Max who congratulated me, Mini for her smiley cookie and all the way from the West by MRT, Bus etc !! Aiwei who rushed down just in time, Norman & Eunice for organizing the kai kai & mum mum after that, M&M for meeting us after ME at Adam and the precious moment gift. Pastor Bryan for that wave that brought forth abit more confidence, Dot for her prayers b4 baptsim and her wonderful gift. Pek Wan cheh cheh & Albert for coming YAS and their lovely gift. Joyce aka Tebak for taking time to come despite conflict of religion, & many many more .... Above all I thank u, Lord for this day !!! For this is the day that the Lord hath made !! I will rejoice in it !!!
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
So Impressed ... yet Ashamed !!
today has been a rather busy day !! Even at work .... After running some errands for Bozz, I popped over to Bugis and grabbed those special papers for making things !! Then went Tecman !! Hiaz ... Tecman has this promo on ... buy books & get any photo frames of yr choice that equals the amount U spent on books !! so I had a hefty sum .... & had so many photo frames !!! Hmm... I'll think of wat I can do with them !!!
So I came back office & back to work !!! Then b4 I realized, itz the end of another day !! Today was supposed to go out w/ M&M & Sky !! Meeting a cell mate to catchup !! so since I was early ... met Sky at the kopi tiam at Braddell, the same place I met him yesterday to have our "face to face" tok !! haa.. haa
itz funnie lor .... Wat was expected to be a serious tok.... became a light hearted one !!! anyway !! I'll remember .... Thank God in any circumstances !! there muz be a reason for it !!! But the meeting was a good one somehow !!! At least I got to see yr dry sense of humor !! haa.. haa
And I hear him ..... that has always been what I wanted to !!! to hear him... on what he has to say & nt read what he is typing !! itz a huge difference !!!
Today, we arranged to go Mass Media to pick up some books .... so when I went to meet him, I was carrying all the barang barang ..... I had to bring my Mac'ie to office these days for some reason so I ended up having to carry lots of stuff !! The huge bag of photo frame !!! my Mac'ie, the stack of papers I got from Bugis ... wow !! so much stuff .. so heavy lor !!!
So as I approached Sky at his table, I heaved a sigh of relief coz i knew I cld depend on him .... to watch my stuff while I ordered my food !!! & then later on leave it in xiao jin !! So after our food ... we moved off & head down to the direction of our destination, while passing by Xiao Jin, I halted & waited for him .... but to no avail .... I had to carry all my barangs all by myself ... & my hands are full .... I couldn't reach for him .... he was on the line .... He couldn't even hear me!! I walked over to xiao jin & found my comfort in her .... juz standing next to her was so comforting !! I picked up my HP & called him lor .... called him but had no reply... he muz be on the line .... so I juz stood there by her side !!! then he called back .... Where are U ?? we both asked !!! hey ... I exclaimed !! I need to put my stuff in xiao jin !!! "But I am oredi at where I am supposed to be ... can U juz pack them over ... later we help U take lah" .... he said !!! I was like !! HUH ??? dbl HUH !!! No lor !! dun make sense wat .... gog to a book shop & coz I wanna shop ... how to shop when U hv so many baggages !! So I went ... no lor ... I will wait here for u all lor ... Okie !! then wait till 8pm !! meanz I hv to wait 45mins nx to xiao Jin !! Hmm... dun really make sense too !! I think would be best if I hail a cab & go home !!!
So I called Tammie & told her I mite as well go home ... & I called asking if she wanna get her book from me !! Then I think she jumped at hearing I wanna go home !!
Nx thing I knw .... Sky called !! says they are moving over nw to wherever I am ... put the stuff in the car !! "no lor!! no need leh .... I wanna go home !!" "Please dun come over ...." next thing I knew I see some familiar figures crossing the road !! Sky came took my stuff & put it in his car !! then meiling was w/ me .... comforting me !! itz ok .... But I juz wanna go home !!!
I was so mad !!! Almost driven to tears.... but good thing over the years, My tear-control method has finally paid off !! So I think I kinda wasted their time there !! They could have been at the bookshop !! eventually gave in .... coz didnt wanna make the situation more awkward.
As we walked along .... I really felt so "nei jiu" !! I have wasted their time in shopping !!
I was prepared to get a good tick off fm sky !! but it didnt happened & tat made me feel worst !! I think itz one of my greatest eye-opener on sky !!! I hv never seen him so patient in dealing w/ me !! I tot I was in for some scolding .... which I later on felt ... yeh ... I probably deserved it ... every bit of it ... but no lor !! It didn't happen !! SKY didnt scold me !!! He juz did his Shakehead-dot-com !! I guess only lah .. coz I didnt even dare look at him lor !!! But as I walked ... In my mind , I was thinking ... what made him changed his mind to walk back!!
But he sure had an innovative way of using books to tell me abt me !!! Tatz Sky lor !!
Things got a lil' lighter along the way !!! we headed to orchard !! then we had KFC !! While ordering ... I asked sky .. wat was he having !! As usual .... he will never wanna tell me directly !! So I hd to find my way ... & the KFC lady told me wat he ordered!! so funnie .... Then as I ordered !! KFC lady asked me .... is that yr husband ??? Oh no !! oh no !!! no lor !!! then she went yr boyfriend ?? NO!!! Yr friend ??? she asked for the 3rd time !!! I went .. no lor !!! my enemy !!!
Silly Toad !!!
Then we ate & waited for cell mate & chatted .... then we left !! As usual .... the journey was so silent, U cld prob hear a pin drop !! till I went home !! No sound was made !!! nt sure if U are still pissed w/ me ..... but in my head !! - what made him changed his mind to walk back ???
So I came back office & back to work !!! Then b4 I realized, itz the end of another day !! Today was supposed to go out w/ M&M & Sky !! Meeting a cell mate to catchup !! so since I was early ... met Sky at the kopi tiam at Braddell, the same place I met him yesterday to have our "face to face" tok !! haa.. haa
itz funnie lor .... Wat was expected to be a serious tok.... became a light hearted one !!! anyway !! I'll remember .... Thank God in any circumstances !! there muz be a reason for it !!! But the meeting was a good one somehow !!! At least I got to see yr dry sense of humor !! haa.. haa
And I hear him ..... that has always been what I wanted to !!! to hear him... on what he has to say & nt read what he is typing !! itz a huge difference !!!
Today, we arranged to go Mass Media to pick up some books .... so when I went to meet him, I was carrying all the barang barang ..... I had to bring my Mac'ie to office these days for some reason so I ended up having to carry lots of stuff !! The huge bag of photo frame !!! my Mac'ie, the stack of papers I got from Bugis ... wow !! so much stuff .. so heavy lor !!!
So as I approached Sky at his table, I heaved a sigh of relief coz i knew I cld depend on him .... to watch my stuff while I ordered my food !!! & then later on leave it in xiao jin !! So after our food ... we moved off & head down to the direction of our destination, while passing by Xiao Jin, I halted & waited for him .... but to no avail .... I had to carry all my barangs all by myself ... & my hands are full .... I couldn't reach for him .... he was on the line .... He couldn't even hear me!! I walked over to xiao jin & found my comfort in her .... juz standing next to her was so comforting !! I picked up my HP & called him lor .... called him but had no reply... he muz be on the line .... so I juz stood there by her side !!! then he called back .... Where are U ?? we both asked !!! hey ... I exclaimed !! I need to put my stuff in xiao jin !!! "But I am oredi at where I am supposed to be ... can U juz pack them over ... later we help U take lah" .... he said !!! I was like !! HUH ??? dbl HUH !!! No lor !! dun make sense wat .... gog to a book shop & coz I wanna shop ... how to shop when U hv so many baggages !! So I went ... no lor ... I will wait here for u all lor ... Okie !! then wait till 8pm !! meanz I hv to wait 45mins nx to xiao Jin !! Hmm... dun really make sense too !! I think would be best if I hail a cab & go home !!!
So I called Tammie & told her I mite as well go home ... & I called asking if she wanna get her book from me !! Then I think she jumped at hearing I wanna go home !!
Nx thing I knw .... Sky called !! says they are moving over nw to wherever I am ... put the stuff in the car !! "no lor!! no need leh .... I wanna go home !!" "Please dun come over ...." next thing I knew I see some familiar figures crossing the road !! Sky came took my stuff & put it in his car !! then meiling was w/ me .... comforting me !! itz ok .... But I juz wanna go home !!!
I was so mad !!! Almost driven to tears.... but good thing over the years, My tear-control method has finally paid off !! So I think I kinda wasted their time there !! They could have been at the bookshop !! eventually gave in .... coz didnt wanna make the situation more awkward.
As we walked along .... I really felt so "nei jiu" !! I have wasted their time in shopping !!
I was prepared to get a good tick off fm sky !! but it didnt happened & tat made me feel worst !! I think itz one of my greatest eye-opener on sky !!! I hv never seen him so patient in dealing w/ me !! I tot I was in for some scolding .... which I later on felt ... yeh ... I probably deserved it ... every bit of it ... but no lor !! It didn't happen !! SKY didnt scold me !!! He juz did his Shakehead-dot-com !! I guess only lah .. coz I didnt even dare look at him lor !!! But as I walked ... In my mind , I was thinking ... what made him changed his mind to walk back!!
But he sure had an innovative way of using books to tell me abt me !!! Tatz Sky lor !!
Things got a lil' lighter along the way !!! we headed to orchard !! then we had KFC !! While ordering ... I asked sky .. wat was he having !! As usual .... he will never wanna tell me directly !! So I hd to find my way ... & the KFC lady told me wat he ordered!! so funnie .... Then as I ordered !! KFC lady asked me .... is that yr husband ??? Oh no !! oh no !!! no lor !!! then she went yr boyfriend ?? NO!!! Yr friend ??? she asked for the 3rd time !!! I went .. no lor !!! my enemy !!!
Silly Toad !!!
Then we ate & waited for cell mate & chatted .... then we left !! As usual .... the journey was so silent, U cld prob hear a pin drop !! till I went home !! No sound was made !!! nt sure if U are still pissed w/ me ..... but in my head !! - what made him changed his mind to walk back ???
Monday, October 8, 2007
Wat is wrong ?? SKY !!!
Today is one of those days tat I was really bad ... muz be monday blues !! Mood level fell to zero !! simply no mood for anything .... juz felt down for no particular reason !! Plus it became worst coz there was no food consumed .... I was at the start of the week of a fast !!
Was abit tired !! so decline attending a wake w/ frenz ... besides I dun really know them well well to start with.
So I tot I head home .... then came an sms .... EC asked if I wanna do dinner !! Sure !! Why not !! I've been wanting to meet up & dine w/ her for the longest time !! Then she said !! Urm... Sky's coming too !! We're gog to go french tonite !! Hmm ... sure !! Why not !! Since Sky mite juz leave early ... I cld hv some time w/ EC !! So I headed to Meet EC.
As we arrived at the eating place, we saw Sky arrived too !! Urm... we're heading to the butchery 1st 1! C ya in a while !! SO EC & me enjoyed our short time we had in the store !!
Got some stuff n off we ran to the Eating place, where Sky was nicely seated at the table.
We ordered our food !! Then share as usual .... then started cracking jokes !! & it went a lil' personal !!
Then it got bad .... & became worst !! Wat a dinner !!! Wat a great difference seeing him on Sat & today !!! Oh my .... This fella's really got mood swing ....
I really cant imagine !! What's got into him ... & I always tot I was the one ... I was the problem !! Oh yes .. .I really was ... I was his problem !! I really dunno why, I am constantly getting picked by u .... Itz like watz yr issue ?? Dinner became so yucky all of a sudden ... poor EC had to self entertain & make things as if everything is ok !!
I really think itz so uncalled for .... silly & childish !! There's a time for everything !! Wanna play then stand being played !! If nt dun attempt to play !!
This days I began to marvel at my patience & tolerance with u .... Often I tot, It muz the H.S. .... not me !!! coz till nw the love can juz overcome everything !! Like I'll cool down & think W.W.J.D. !!! Then everything juz softens !! Amazing ..... but I guess there will be a time, when all will die down .... I pray each day, it will juz be graciously extended !!! I'm finally having a taste of your medicine !!! Each time I go thru these ... I juz thank God, HE will send me angels to comfort me & tell me there is nothing worng with u .... itz juz him !!! U never knw how comforting it is to me !!! I'm glad there is indeed a God out there !!! At times I do ask myself ... so wat is it tat I had seen in u tat cld ever put U on a pedestral in my life !!! I wonder .... Wat was I thinking about when I 1st tot I liked u .... Muz be some mud in my mind .... I muz hv not been thinking well !!! I knw wat caused tat attraction. It really wasnt u .... cldnt hv been !! Muz hv been one of yr angels tat shielded u !!! Today's behaviour was simply atrocious !!! Unbelievably beyond words !!!
At times I think, muz be yr ploy to make me see u in tat awful light, so much can be stopped !!
Even if U had a bad day at work ..... It doesnt justify yr behavior !!! Was just so shocking !! Thank God for 3rd parties !!! Thank God for 3rd parties who sees w/ the mind & not with a cluttered heart.
Well, if your intention was to spoil our outing !! Well .... congrates !! U achieved it !! I always remembered your words - do unto others as U do to self ..... but I've never seen tat happen !!!
Itz really disappointing !!! Especially when I was told ..... I affected u & yr ministry !! oh man !!! Wat about me & mine ?? But I never sought to pass the blame to u ..... I always respected u for how U r spiritually placed in my life !!! No matter wat happened !!! I still sought to shower u w/ the love & care I would give to all ..... & never expecting anything bk fm u .... but all I got was loads of pees & poos from u !!!
I really wonder !! Wat is wrong ?? Is it U or me ??? I'm juz trying to be as normal as I can with u ... having broken the news to u ..... can U juz be normal too !!! Please !!! Itz not easy on my end too..... Such a news broken is as good as receiving a rejection in one's life !!! But I chose to see it differently and be as normal as can be......
For God's sake !! If U need to .... take a break !!! sometimes, love can turn to hate too !! I certainly hope not ... coz we hv come a long long way !!! Hv a kit kat ya !!
Was abit tired !! so decline attending a wake w/ frenz ... besides I dun really know them well well to start with.
So I tot I head home .... then came an sms .... EC asked if I wanna do dinner !! Sure !! Why not !! I've been wanting to meet up & dine w/ her for the longest time !! Then she said !! Urm... Sky's coming too !! We're gog to go french tonite !! Hmm ... sure !! Why not !! Since Sky mite juz leave early ... I cld hv some time w/ EC !! So I headed to Meet EC.
As we arrived at the eating place, we saw Sky arrived too !! Urm... we're heading to the butchery 1st 1! C ya in a while !! SO EC & me enjoyed our short time we had in the store !!
Got some stuff n off we ran to the Eating place, where Sky was nicely seated at the table.
We ordered our food !! Then share as usual .... then started cracking jokes !! & it went a lil' personal !!
Then it got bad .... & became worst !! Wat a dinner !!! Wat a great difference seeing him on Sat & today !!! Oh my .... This fella's really got mood swing ....
I really cant imagine !! What's got into him ... & I always tot I was the one ... I was the problem !! Oh yes .. .I really was ... I was his problem !! I really dunno why, I am constantly getting picked by u .... Itz like watz yr issue ?? Dinner became so yucky all of a sudden ... poor EC had to self entertain & make things as if everything is ok !!
I really think itz so uncalled for .... silly & childish !! There's a time for everything !! Wanna play then stand being played !! If nt dun attempt to play !!
This days I began to marvel at my patience & tolerance with u .... Often I tot, It muz the H.S. .... not me !!! coz till nw the love can juz overcome everything !! Like I'll cool down & think W.W.J.D. !!! Then everything juz softens !! Amazing ..... but I guess there will be a time, when all will die down .... I pray each day, it will juz be graciously extended !!! I'm finally having a taste of your medicine !!! Each time I go thru these ... I juz thank God, HE will send me angels to comfort me & tell me there is nothing worng with u .... itz juz him !!! U never knw how comforting it is to me !!! I'm glad there is indeed a God out there !!! At times I do ask myself ... so wat is it tat I had seen in u tat cld ever put U on a pedestral in my life !!! I wonder .... Wat was I thinking about when I 1st tot I liked u .... Muz be some mud in my mind .... I muz hv not been thinking well !!! I knw wat caused tat attraction. It really wasnt u .... cldnt hv been !! Muz hv been one of yr angels tat shielded u !!! Today's behaviour was simply atrocious !!! Unbelievably beyond words !!!
At times I think, muz be yr ploy to make me see u in tat awful light, so much can be stopped !!
Even if U had a bad day at work ..... It doesnt justify yr behavior !!! Was just so shocking !! Thank God for 3rd parties !!! Thank God for 3rd parties who sees w/ the mind & not with a cluttered heart.
Well, if your intention was to spoil our outing !! Well .... congrates !! U achieved it !! I always remembered your words - do unto others as U do to self ..... but I've never seen tat happen !!!
Itz really disappointing !!! Especially when I was told ..... I affected u & yr ministry !! oh man !!! Wat about me & mine ?? But I never sought to pass the blame to u ..... I always respected u for how U r spiritually placed in my life !!! No matter wat happened !!! I still sought to shower u w/ the love & care I would give to all ..... & never expecting anything bk fm u .... but all I got was loads of pees & poos from u !!!
I really wonder !! Wat is wrong ?? Is it U or me ??? I'm juz trying to be as normal as I can with u ... having broken the news to u ..... can U juz be normal too !!! Please !!! Itz not easy on my end too..... Such a news broken is as good as receiving a rejection in one's life !!! But I chose to see it differently and be as normal as can be......
For God's sake !! If U need to .... take a break !!! sometimes, love can turn to hate too !! I certainly hope not ... coz we hv come a long long way !!! Hv a kit kat ya !!
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Questions .....
How would one react when you care abit more and show concern ?? Apart from deeds .... Would you ask a little more then usual .... like ask str8 fm the heart ??? or beat around the bush ??
I'm baffled by this someone telling me I'm been asking too much..... till there's no personal space left !! Haa...ha... I'm juz lost for words !!!
Funnie how ppl react !!! I always tot when ppl meet they r frenz, when they grow closer, they r close frenz .... so w/ closer frenz there shld be no barrier !!! there's nothing to hide.... U juz bare all & come to terms w/ one another !!!
When frenz begin to build closer bonds, their friendship strengthen ... and will be able to weather a bit more then normal acquaintance. The threshold of tolerance grows & becomes higher naturally !! U begin to hv a deeper understanding of one another....... Thatz when U r able to ask a lil' more than normal .... talk a lil' further .... express yrself more !!!
But ... strangely, today I've learn itz not like tat !! Haa... haa.. Search me ?? I'm both stunned & lost !!! I really dunno how to treat ppl anymore !!!
Should I con't to be as warm as ever .... love them all despite watever they say ..... or be bothered & turn cold !!! Be Frozen !!!
I'm really lost !!! Watever happened hv indeed left me broken in some ways !!! I wonder .... will it be better if I choose to turn cold !! Oops ... I meant frozen !! Urm... I think I'm capable of it .... Maybe itz a new season then .... I shld after all be S.B.C !!! Simply Bo Chap !!! If it makes u happier .... Wat is sacrificing a lil of myself !!! I still find it so strange !!! Anyway... why bother when ppl dun appreciate & take yr kindness for granted !!
So juz learn to be cold fm now on .....
Allow me to live up to me being a nice nice gal, but can be nasty at times !! Be Cold !!! Be frozen !!
Itz really saddening to know, I'm really affected !! Else this blog will not even surface !!!
I'm baffled by this someone telling me I'm been asking too much..... till there's no personal space left !! Haa...ha... I'm juz lost for words !!!
Funnie how ppl react !!! I always tot when ppl meet they r frenz, when they grow closer, they r close frenz .... so w/ closer frenz there shld be no barrier !!! there's nothing to hide.... U juz bare all & come to terms w/ one another !!!
When frenz begin to build closer bonds, their friendship strengthen ... and will be able to weather a bit more then normal acquaintance. The threshold of tolerance grows & becomes higher naturally !! U begin to hv a deeper understanding of one another....... Thatz when U r able to ask a lil' more than normal .... talk a lil' further .... express yrself more !!!
But ... strangely, today I've learn itz not like tat !! Haa... haa.. Search me ?? I'm both stunned & lost !!! I really dunno how to treat ppl anymore !!!
Should I con't to be as warm as ever .... love them all despite watever they say ..... or be bothered & turn cold !!! Be Frozen !!!
I'm really lost !!! Watever happened hv indeed left me broken in some ways !!! I wonder .... will it be better if I choose to turn cold !! Oops ... I meant frozen !! Urm... I think I'm capable of it .... Maybe itz a new season then .... I shld after all be S.B.C !!! Simply Bo Chap !!! If it makes u happier .... Wat is sacrificing a lil of myself !!! I still find it so strange !!! Anyway... why bother when ppl dun appreciate & take yr kindness for granted !!
So juz learn to be cold fm now on .....
Allow me to live up to me being a nice nice gal, but can be nasty at times !! Be Cold !!! Be frozen !!
Itz really saddening to know, I'm really affected !! Else this blog will not even surface !!!
Thursday, September 27, 2007
..... the Drive of My life........Yours Truly !!!
I have stopped writing here for almost a month after I have been discovered !! Hmm... all good things muz come to a good end as well.
Speaking of good end, I have realized it's the end of September, where I have to end some things as well .... Hmm... a little sad that I need to wrap it, but I reckon itz the best for all... I've set a target .... though I didn't meet itz mark .... but I'm glad I did well ... & got some results out of it, tho may not have been as expected.
I've learned to appreciate it .... every part of it !! The ups especially and the downs as well..... I like it so much ....
When it 1st started, I prayed & ask God to grant it if it's HIS will. Now I know lor ... It was my will. hee...hee...
Giving up is easier said than done, itz also tough to back off now.... I dun really want to actually, but a dateline is a dateline.
I trully thank all those who were by my side while I was at it .... thank you for bearing with me ... listening to me .... and all the encouragement and truth that made me see this reality and coming to terms with it. I'll like to end it the way it is now tat everything will still remain as per normal, juz minus the expectations. I sad lor ... really I am .... Life goes on .... Let go gal !!
Actually I have done alot .. so much that I thru it I found out we're worlds apart !!! Will the two different worlds ever cross path ?? I really dunno !!! Do I wish it will ?? I think so !!! Haa... haaa.... Sounds so nonsensical, but I guess only those who heard me before knows what I'm driving at. Am I sad ?? Yes I am .... I really am !! but being sad is better than being hurt !! ya
Life goes on .... Move on ... Move off !!!
Funnie .... The process is like a kite, you long so much to fly a kite, U think itz so fun to .... but only when u touch it, U realize it aint easy baby !! You need skills and lots of practice !!
U need to know when to pull the string ?? at what length ?? when to release ..... then let it fly ...
while itz up in the SKY !! U need to know when to pull it to let it fly up there for the longest time .... when to release so that it will keep flying .... even when pulling it ... can't pull too hard coz the string mite juz snap and it will lose control !! It may juz land above some trees or may be swept away .... Will U still go around looking for it ?? or juz let it be like a trash in your life and let it vanish !! For me ??? I think I'd like to discover a way of hanging on to it, learn the correct way !! The painless way !! The Happy way !!
Thats life !!! Thats love !! Thats U !!
I've chose to give up the drive of my life !!! Do it the healthy way !!! Move on ... Move Off !!!
Only to discover the true desire of my heart !!!
Speaking of good end, I have realized it's the end of September, where I have to end some things as well .... Hmm... a little sad that I need to wrap it, but I reckon itz the best for all... I've set a target .... though I didn't meet itz mark .... but I'm glad I did well ... & got some results out of it, tho may not have been as expected.
I've learned to appreciate it .... every part of it !! The ups especially and the downs as well..... I like it so much ....
When it 1st started, I prayed & ask God to grant it if it's HIS will. Now I know lor ... It was my will. hee...hee...
Giving up is easier said than done, itz also tough to back off now.... I dun really want to actually, but a dateline is a dateline.
I trully thank all those who were by my side while I was at it .... thank you for bearing with me ... listening to me .... and all the encouragement and truth that made me see this reality and coming to terms with it. I'll like to end it the way it is now tat everything will still remain as per normal, juz minus the expectations. I sad lor ... really I am .... Life goes on .... Let go gal !!
Actually I have done alot .. so much that I thru it I found out we're worlds apart !!! Will the two different worlds ever cross path ?? I really dunno !!! Do I wish it will ?? I think so !!! Haa... haaa.... Sounds so nonsensical, but I guess only those who heard me before knows what I'm driving at. Am I sad ?? Yes I am .... I really am !! but being sad is better than being hurt !! ya
Life goes on .... Move on ... Move off !!!
Funnie .... The process is like a kite, you long so much to fly a kite, U think itz so fun to .... but only when u touch it, U realize it aint easy baby !! You need skills and lots of practice !!
U need to know when to pull the string ?? at what length ?? when to release ..... then let it fly ...
while itz up in the SKY !! U need to know when to pull it to let it fly up there for the longest time .... when to release so that it will keep flying .... even when pulling it ... can't pull too hard coz the string mite juz snap and it will lose control !! It may juz land above some trees or may be swept away .... Will U still go around looking for it ?? or juz let it be like a trash in your life and let it vanish !! For me ??? I think I'd like to discover a way of hanging on to it, learn the correct way !! The painless way !! The Happy way !!
Thats life !!! Thats love !! Thats U !!
I've chose to give up the drive of my life !!! Do it the healthy way !!! Move on ... Move Off !!!
Only to discover the true desire of my heart !!!
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Face book !!
Addicted to face book !! haa.. haa Since Aug 25 2007. Thanks to Yappie lor !!! Introduced to many of us ... & now itz an addiction lor !!! haa... haa... Poke each other ie; hi-five, spank, pet, tickle, pinch & many more...... send drinks, flowers, phish etc so many interesting stuff in it .... I think most of us are addicted to it too !! haa... haa
So U see this blog is hardly updated coz of this Face book !!
Itz Mon 27 Aug 2007...
Today's morning devotion day !! Yea !!
shortly I got this sms fm Ah Tan .... Foo's hubby has taken his life. Sigh .... taz sad !!! Although the couple r going thru a state of Big D .... it is always sad to have lost someone forever !!!
Anyway.... I juz hope Foo will be ok ... & will be able to take it well .... May God strengthen her !!!
Today's bad news, and yesterday's bad news - This Captain who's only 26 yrs old passed out during a Marathon & was promoted to Glory, fm Mum & Dad's church. So as usual, Mum is MIA from home and in church helping out !!! Mum's ever readiness in helping out in church whenever there's a wake .... preparing food for the immediate family and the guest, is a really a virture I learnt from her .... itz during this time when the family is grieving that we as friends help out watever we can ..... itz okie to go that extra mile for them during this time .... this virtue from mum will always live in me and I will always be there for my friends during this time ....
Today is really a bad day ..... I'm beginning to feel unwell !! Plus the added msn squabble didnt help .... silly argument over nothing !! I juz dun understand why we need to go thru this periodically! Itz so draining !! & tiring .... so unnecessary !! why ??? Anyway ..... NVM !! I learn to see beyond U !!! no U have not been discounted !!! Thank God for that !!
As I came home tonite, I juz slipped in a mini coma on the sofa aftr dinner .... Mum's not in !! I want my mummy !!! haa... haaa usually tatz how kids will react when they are sick .... Only Mummy can be around them ... haa... haa Even as I woke up, Mum's not home yet !!! I realized she may not have the house keys, so I stayed downstairs.... playing w/ my Face Book !! hee....
& at the same time help Moose & Max w/ the songs for the Big Day Montage!! Urm... in case U thinking sala !!! Itz moose & trace's montage !! haa... haaa
Mum's finally home ... way past midnite .... good thing she's no Cinderella. Ooo.... She brought supper home .... lots of food .... yap, itz from the wake .... in case u wondering !! Who cares .... The TSOI's can eat anything !! hee...hee.....
Tue 28 Aug 07...
This am, the MRT NEL line had much technical problem, I reached office past 9am.
Work as usual .... looking forward to dinner !! Hmm....
5.45pm I left office for the NEL Line, went Boon Keng, & found my way to your office .... hmm... with the help of the maps near the MRT station. I figured my way over and waited for our dear pal to come pick us .....
EC had to be dependent on U today coz the place we heading is far too complicated for her to handle parking. Xiao Jin came for us ..... Steady pom pee pee !!! Ooo.... on our way to destination, we someone spotted xiao jin !! ha... haa... Cully lor !! & Moose !! they called him to say ... U've been spotted !! Haa.. haa but no prizes !!
As we headed to Serangoon Rd, we Finally found a parking lot after several turns & EC said had to put parking coupon.... so kwai kwai he put 2 lor ... only to realize itz FOC aftr 5pm .... haa... haa.. U should see tat look on his face !! tokobetzi one !!
On our way to the restaurant, we passed by the oyster cake !!! The aroma drew us backwards and we Q for it .... 1pc for each of us, I ate mine ... & distributed fairly my oysters ... one to u , one to EC. hee... hee...
Our yummy food arrived, we had 2 kinds of clams (a more atas word for see hum) - EC clam overdose !!! I 'm going to keep the clams for u k ... & give to u ... so tat U can change yr shells like a hermit crab & stay there long enough till U wanna come out !! haa... haa I'm sure U understood wat I'm implying. Only for u !!
Tonite's Dinner was fun ... U muz be in supa good mood lah !! Hmm... I wonder why !! Anyway... U & yr pigu jokes !!! So funnie ... Yr mood tonite's really supa good !! If only it cld be like everyday !! As we went bk to EC's office U were hilarious... I really enjoyed tonite so much, despite wat happened on mon !!! : ) Altho was so fun .... I still made the choice to follow EC .... juz in case yr mood changes haa... haa
Wed 29 Aug 2007...
Work's as usual .... Hmm... Somebody from office got us all breakfast so I had a lil' ....
Then supposed to hv lunch w/ Chun Han & trace !! but they were held back .... so had lunch w/ Yappie & Martin at Bestway Bak chor mee in Shenton. Wah ... long Q leh .... but worth the wait , nice nie lor.... so ncie that I got 1 pkt for kor, Thanks to Martin who delivered to him as I tompanged Yappie's, headed to Maxwell and got oyster cake again !! this time for Yappie lor, his snack juz before he heads for his cruise !! Haa... haa.. Cruising leh !!! Enjoy yourself .... Hv fun !!
Headed home aftr work and had dinner at home w/ kor. Long time nur eat w/ him liao !!! hee... hee ... my kor kor !!!
Mum came back w/ more food ... had desserts w/ kor !
Itz time to go back to my FACE BOOK !! haa.. haa.. I oredi told u I'm addicted !!! :)
So U see this blog is hardly updated coz of this Face book !!
Itz Mon 27 Aug 2007...
Today's morning devotion day !! Yea !!
shortly I got this sms fm Ah Tan .... Foo's hubby has taken his life. Sigh .... taz sad !!! Although the couple r going thru a state of Big D .... it is always sad to have lost someone forever !!!
Anyway.... I juz hope Foo will be ok ... & will be able to take it well .... May God strengthen her !!!
Today's bad news, and yesterday's bad news - This Captain who's only 26 yrs old passed out during a Marathon & was promoted to Glory, fm Mum & Dad's church. So as usual, Mum is MIA from home and in church helping out !!! Mum's ever readiness in helping out in church whenever there's a wake .... preparing food for the immediate family and the guest, is a really a virture I learnt from her .... itz during this time when the family is grieving that we as friends help out watever we can ..... itz okie to go that extra mile for them during this time .... this virtue from mum will always live in me and I will always be there for my friends during this time ....
Today is really a bad day ..... I'm beginning to feel unwell !! Plus the added msn squabble didnt help .... silly argument over nothing !! I juz dun understand why we need to go thru this periodically! Itz so draining !! & tiring .... so unnecessary !! why ??? Anyway ..... NVM !! I learn to see beyond U !!! no U have not been discounted !!! Thank God for that !!
As I came home tonite, I juz slipped in a mini coma on the sofa aftr dinner .... Mum's not in !! I want my mummy !!! haa... haaa usually tatz how kids will react when they are sick .... Only Mummy can be around them ... haa... haa Even as I woke up, Mum's not home yet !!! I realized she may not have the house keys, so I stayed downstairs.... playing w/ my Face Book !! hee....
& at the same time help Moose & Max w/ the songs for the Big Day Montage!! Urm... in case U thinking sala !!! Itz moose & trace's montage !! haa... haaa
Mum's finally home ... way past midnite .... good thing she's no Cinderella. Ooo.... She brought supper home .... lots of food .... yap, itz from the wake .... in case u wondering !! Who cares .... The TSOI's can eat anything !! hee...hee.....
Tue 28 Aug 07...
This am, the MRT NEL line had much technical problem, I reached office past 9am.
Work as usual .... looking forward to dinner !! Hmm....
5.45pm I left office for the NEL Line, went Boon Keng, & found my way to your office .... hmm... with the help of the maps near the MRT station. I figured my way over and waited for our dear pal to come pick us .....
EC had to be dependent on U today coz the place we heading is far too complicated for her to handle parking. Xiao Jin came for us ..... Steady pom pee pee !!! Ooo.... on our way to destination, we someone spotted xiao jin !! ha... haa... Cully lor !! & Moose !! they called him to say ... U've been spotted !! Haa.. haa but no prizes !!
As we headed to Serangoon Rd, we Finally found a parking lot after several turns & EC said had to put parking coupon.... so kwai kwai he put 2 lor ... only to realize itz FOC aftr 5pm .... haa... haa.. U should see tat look on his face !! tokobetzi one !!
On our way to the restaurant, we passed by the oyster cake !!! The aroma drew us backwards and we Q for it .... 1pc for each of us, I ate mine ... & distributed fairly my oysters ... one to u , one to EC. hee... hee...
Our yummy food arrived, we had 2 kinds of clams (a more atas word for see hum) - EC clam overdose !!! I 'm going to keep the clams for u k ... & give to u ... so tat U can change yr shells like a hermit crab & stay there long enough till U wanna come out !! haa... haa I'm sure U understood wat I'm implying. Only for u !!
Tonite's Dinner was fun ... U muz be in supa good mood lah !! Hmm... I wonder why !! Anyway... U & yr pigu jokes !!! So funnie ... Yr mood tonite's really supa good !! If only it cld be like everyday !! As we went bk to EC's office U were hilarious... I really enjoyed tonite so much, despite wat happened on mon !!! : ) Altho was so fun .... I still made the choice to follow EC .... juz in case yr mood changes haa... haa
Wed 29 Aug 2007...
Work's as usual .... Hmm... Somebody from office got us all breakfast so I had a lil' ....
Then supposed to hv lunch w/ Chun Han & trace !! but they were held back .... so had lunch w/ Yappie & Martin at Bestway Bak chor mee in Shenton. Wah ... long Q leh .... but worth the wait , nice nie lor.... so ncie that I got 1 pkt for kor, Thanks to Martin who delivered to him as I tompanged Yappie's, headed to Maxwell and got oyster cake again !! this time for Yappie lor, his snack juz before he heads for his cruise !! Haa... haa.. Cruising leh !!! Enjoy yourself .... Hv fun !!
Headed home aftr work and had dinner at home w/ kor. Long time nur eat w/ him liao !!! hee... hee ... my kor kor !!!
Mum came back w/ more food ... had desserts w/ kor !
Itz time to go back to my FACE BOOK !! haa.. haa.. I oredi told u I'm addicted !!! :)
Monday, August 27, 2007
Sunshine after Rain !!
TGIF !! yea !! itz finally friday.... Cell tonite !! Finally after so long !!
Day after Tammie's birthday. The supposedly war has yet found peace !! Till a friendly msn came across .... frnly mah ... so peace at last !! :)
The whole time aftr, the feeling was still shitty !! unexplainable !! beyond words !!Day after Tammie's birthday. The supposedly war has yet found peace !! Till a friendly msn came across .... frnly mah ... so peace at last !! :)
Anyway.... I see it as a step of peace making .... so juz put the past behind ... & move on .... itz a funnie feeling ... there's this tugging deep within ... my tots tis am .. was hw am I gog to con't working with U !! If this is gog to con't. God, U juz hv to intervene here !! Make me see beyond things. I knw I hv not been doing wat U had placed me in there for .... I had disappointed U .... I have been far too playful & built mono bonds which was never the intention !!! I need to repent & be focus now & work on the correct things.
Off to cell we went, & it soon ended & we hung around for the birthday celebration !! Was glad to have one of our FTVs back with us .... Great !! Soon we headed for our movie !!! Yeah !!! But before that they had supper at Zion Road hawker ctr, Then we went to watch License to Wed !! was a funnie show lah !! haa... haa.. I liked it ... .enjoyed it. Hmm ... why do I feel there's a pair of eyes from some where out of the blue checking on me randomly juz to see if I'm asleep !! hmm ... Eee .. .spooky !!! & I of coz played along .... whenever I feel tat pair of eyes hovering over... I juz pretend to close my eyes & Zzzz .... haa.. haaa
You know sometimes you r really ke ai lor !!! haa.... haaa
We headed for home in Xiao jin n off to laalaa land for most of us !!!
You know sometimes you r really ke ai lor !!! haa.... haaa
We headed for home in Xiao jin n off to laalaa land for most of us !!!
It was Sat am, woke up early as I had to do grocery shopping with dear kor as mum cant make it... his back is still not well so I had to be around. I'm more than happy !! Got most stuff for Sunday's lunch. Then rushed to load the stuff in the shop and off we went to get lunch for dearest papa !!! It's a weekly routine to feed papa lunch .... he will request for his fav food. haa.. haa... I had to rush back and prepare to head to Church for Mentoring cell. Kor tompang !! hee.. hee!! Good thing I logged on to my msn juz before I left.... saw Mdm Wei's msn tagline - Dora I forgot to bring my HP to work !! ooo.... hmm ... so how can I reach her when her msn is on away status and I need to go soon .... I typed on but no response .... Hmm.... Okie I bes tbe leaving my HP # behind .... so she can call me !! U know how lost we all can be without our HP ... Phew ... Itz worked !! Mdm Wei called yeah... After which stayed on for service.
After Service we headed to meeting place. Had our Chickee wing !! Thanks to Mdm Wei's hubby for Qing & buying us.....
Sigh ... our dear fren seemed unusually quiet !! I had no idea wat was going to happen except to wait for mini, had wanted to go kai kai w/ her..... but she claimed her friend is waiting for her elsewhere ... so had to rain check. Then she changed her mind & said will ditch her fren ... so Okie ... we'll join the rest for dinner .... including me .... & someone had to spoil it .... sigh !!! so be it lah ... I'll jzu head home !!! I never believe an ugly start will end up good !! So I met lady boss, & went for drinks with her .... on the way we saw a huge calculator !!! She got one for me for office !! A red one !! & I got one for papa ... a yellow one !!! haa.. haaa Was all set to head for home when my HP rang.... Hey wanna watch RATATULIE !!! I was like .... of coz !! I want !! but I had to get tickets !!! so okie lor ... I get ... another midnite show !! but this is wat I really wanna watch !! Rat cartoon - my fav !! : ) so I went to meet them & we watched Ratatulie !! Then headed home .... Late again !!! oh no .. nx day is another early day for me .... gotto cook lunch !!!
Woke up at 7+.... 1st thing was marinate the chicken with the spices. Butter Chicken. Well, I was in the kitchen till 12+ .... 1/2 a da yto prep a simple luncheon for about 9 people.
After Service we headed to meeting place. Had our Chickee wing !! Thanks to Mdm Wei's hubby for Qing & buying us.....
Sigh ... our dear fren seemed unusually quiet !! I had no idea wat was going to happen except to wait for mini, had wanted to go kai kai w/ her..... but she claimed her friend is waiting for her elsewhere ... so had to rain check. Then she changed her mind & said will ditch her fren ... so Okie ... we'll join the rest for dinner .... including me .... & someone had to spoil it .... sigh !!! so be it lah ... I'll jzu head home !!! I never believe an ugly start will end up good !! So I met lady boss, & went for drinks with her .... on the way we saw a huge calculator !!! She got one for me for office !! A red one !! & I got one for papa ... a yellow one !!! haa.. haaa Was all set to head for home when my HP rang.... Hey wanna watch RATATULIE !!! I was like .... of coz !! I want !! but I had to get tickets !!! so okie lor ... I get ... another midnite show !! but this is wat I really wanna watch !! Rat cartoon - my fav !! : ) so I went to meet them & we watched Ratatulie !! Then headed home .... Late again !!! oh no .. nx day is another early day for me .... gotto cook lunch !!!
Woke up at 7+.... 1st thing was marinate the chicken with the spices. Butter Chicken. Well, I was in the kitchen till 12+ .... 1/2 a da yto prep a simple luncheon for about 9 people.
The Menu -
Butter Chicken
Egg Wallet with minced pork
Butter Chicken
Egg Wallet with minced pork
Lady Finger salad
Egg Tofu
Bacon wrapped Golden mushroom
Served with Steamed white rice
Egg Tofu
Bacon wrapped Golden mushroom
Served with Steamed white rice
Gee... was so much till we could have for dinner as well & some T.P.ed as well.
Was a really worthwhile meal .... for way below $50 !!! budget meal !!
After lunch the production begins ...... The purpose of this luncheon was for the making of Moose & Traceable's wedding cards !! Wooo.... & U tot it was easy !! haa.. haa... the team from the Jie meis and the bros .... tho not all were involved, the team was fantastic !!! by evening was done !!! & we need the 2 most important people to be around !!! The ones w/ the best hand writing !! Davis Font & Linda Font. By 10 ... 1/2 the production knocked off .... the rest hung on. Not to work anymore !! but chit chatted !! haa.. haa.. was good time spent !! Fruitful too !! Thank God for Friends !!!
Thank God for Sunshine after Rain !!!
In less than 8 Hours, Daddy's going for his Cataract Operation. Papa jia you .... U'll be fine
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Wat A SKY !!!
5.30pm - I walked out of the office rushing to meet TT n Lynn !!! Had drinks w/ them n was funnie managed to plan w/ Lynn a lil' of TT's hen party !!! Can lah .... possible !!! hee... hee... then I left them in an hour's time .... for a birthday dinner.
I arrived dinner spot !!! Was so early, so I waited for them to come. Tonite's dinner was the most trying dinner I ever had .... I wldnt appear if it hadnt been for Tammi's Birthday !!! I hv never in my life been so mad with someone in such a short length of time ..... haa... haa... I was told tat it cld be coz I held on to some feelings over this person tatz why I minded so much wat happend !!! Well .... I dun really need to explain further .... if there was any feelings ??? I guess it would hv been in the past .... coz for now I am totally aware & am filled w/ rage !!! Oh ... God forgive me !!! I am but human !!! Watever feelings there were .... muz hv been washed off by this best moment !!! Wat was only a trival matter ... had been magnified many times itz original size and things will never ever be the same !!!
So as they say .... time reveals a person's true character is indeed true !!! things like calling me names and being so rude can actually appear on yr msn tagline !! wow ... tat really amazes me !!! how cld someone of yr status produce something so unedifying as this !!! This is really a major discredit to wat u hv built over the years I hv known U .... It all juz went crash.... overnite !!! The respect is lost ..... the friendship is at stake !!! a very fragile masterpiece now.
I for sure cannot get over this entire incident and will not wanna make any more effort in doing any more for u .... I hv once again turned cold !!! Frozen !!! The friendship flame no longer exist !!! and there will never be flames again !!! I was this close to saying I really hate u ..... but I wun ... coz it will only make me suffer more .....
The best method is to treat u like a piece of glass ....
It is with regrets tat there no longer will the existence of this friendship. Wat took months to build has collapsed over a trival matter !! & if tatz wat u want .... U got it ....
It was never my intention to give up ..... but this time it really did sliced thru me .... it is so painful ..... I hv shed tears of anger and tears of hurt !!! Today all this will be History !!! Sealed in a time zone .... I dunno how I am ever gog to grow in yr leadership .... but for God's sake I'll hang on .....
It can only take a miracle to mend it back !!! Will God grant this miracle to happen ?? I wonder !!!
I arrived dinner spot !!! Was so early, so I waited for them to come. Tonite's dinner was the most trying dinner I ever had .... I wldnt appear if it hadnt been for Tammi's Birthday !!! I hv never in my life been so mad with someone in such a short length of time ..... haa... haa... I was told tat it cld be coz I held on to some feelings over this person tatz why I minded so much wat happend !!! Well .... I dun really need to explain further .... if there was any feelings ??? I guess it would hv been in the past .... coz for now I am totally aware & am filled w/ rage !!! Oh ... God forgive me !!! I am but human !!! Watever feelings there were .... muz hv been washed off by this best moment !!! Wat was only a trival matter ... had been magnified many times itz original size and things will never ever be the same !!!
So as they say .... time reveals a person's true character is indeed true !!! things like calling me names and being so rude can actually appear on yr msn tagline !! wow ... tat really amazes me !!! how cld someone of yr status produce something so unedifying as this !!! This is really a major discredit to wat u hv built over the years I hv known U .... It all juz went crash.... overnite !!! The respect is lost ..... the friendship is at stake !!! a very fragile masterpiece now.
I for sure cannot get over this entire incident and will not wanna make any more effort in doing any more for u .... I hv once again turned cold !!! Frozen !!! The friendship flame no longer exist !!! and there will never be flames again !!! I was this close to saying I really hate u ..... but I wun ... coz it will only make me suffer more .....
The best method is to treat u like a piece of glass ....
It is with regrets tat there no longer will the existence of this friendship. Wat took months to build has collapsed over a trival matter !! & if tatz wat u want .... U got it ....
It was never my intention to give up ..... but this time it really did sliced thru me .... it is so painful ..... I hv shed tears of anger and tears of hurt !!! Today all this will be History !!! Sealed in a time zone .... I dunno how I am ever gog to grow in yr leadership .... but for God's sake I'll hang on .....
It can only take a miracle to mend it back !!! Will God grant this miracle to happen ?? I wonder !!!
ENOUGH !!!
Last nite was quite fruitful, met some people related in a new job assignment. So nice of them to make it an exceptional case for me as I'm unable to attend to it the nx day. Coz itz my dear Tammie's Birthday!! YEah !!!!
After tat Meeting headed down to Bugis ... met EC for dinner !! Was great catch up !! We had so much to share !!! I told her about my long long conv w/ some long lost pal .... that juz got resurrected. It sure was good .... Glad to know you are good ... and walking right with the Lord !! That's all I needed to know. and pleas keep it going ... that'z the greatest incentive I get from u nw. I shared w/ EC abt the silll nonsense gog on nw ... with my life so "colordull" !!! I say tat coz itz colorful yet dull ... haa ... haa I have issues after issues & all with petty boys !!! or even kids !!
Anyway, I'm not gog to get myself hooked on it .... Juz move on & move off if need be !!!
People come in & out of one's life, so no need to get too caught up w/ all these.
EC shared abt herself too .... Am really glad for her, itz like another turning pt tatz gog to come by in her life !! Letz pray itz for the good of everything. ya .. God is in control !! & yr faith did pay off..... God sees what U hv gone thru & been gog thru.
Was helping pals to look out for place to rent .... no no .. not the kind tat need Agents & commissions .... itz for pals !! good pals !!! Both party r good pals !! letz hope prices can fit each other and benefit each party. Hope all turns out well !! God pls help them ya.
We had a lil fruity freeze at this new place I discovered as I was walking towards the dinner place. Nice cute place.
Today is an ultimate day !!!
Wat took place was a W. W. III on MSN !!! ha...
it was one of those silly sagas I mentioned ... was a tiring battle of fingers and mind. but still hasnt reached a conclusion & it was lunch break !! & it never surfaced again...
NVM ... I learnt q. abit from it. Eveything is a learning experience.
Only thing is itz Tammie's b'day today !!! how to face u ... sigh ... if itz nt for her birthday, I think I wld not appear !! U said U r disappointed w/ me .... I am so hurt by yr tagline !! so in a way we r quits !! But I still get this unwelcome feeling within !!! & itz does hurt !! yr actions hv hurt me q. abit .... I think it has reached the pt where I'll retreat & not hv anything to do w/ u !! Wat was intended as we wanted to pull the hearts of all the rest together may juz hv to be left alone or U can do it with someone else !!! I am no longer interested in doing anything tat will strengthen our friendship ... PERIOD !! & tatz final. It has gone beyond me & I dun wanna touch it anymore....
Dinner tonite !!! will see how lah .... I really dun wish to appear at this pt !!
Anyway ... pray for me lah !!! K ... Aftr tonite there's Fri nite as well !! Sigh... lorlaa be strong !! Keep it gog !!!
After tat Meeting headed down to Bugis ... met EC for dinner !! Was great catch up !! We had so much to share !!! I told her about my long long conv w/ some long lost pal .... that juz got resurrected. It sure was good .... Glad to know you are good ... and walking right with the Lord !! That's all I needed to know. and pleas keep it going ... that'z the greatest incentive I get from u nw. I shared w/ EC abt the silll nonsense gog on nw ... with my life so "colordull" !!! I say tat coz itz colorful yet dull ... haa ... haa I have issues after issues & all with petty boys !!! or even kids !!
Anyway, I'm not gog to get myself hooked on it .... Juz move on & move off if need be !!!
People come in & out of one's life, so no need to get too caught up w/ all these.
EC shared abt herself too .... Am really glad for her, itz like another turning pt tatz gog to come by in her life !! Letz pray itz for the good of everything. ya .. God is in control !! & yr faith did pay off..... God sees what U hv gone thru & been gog thru.
Was helping pals to look out for place to rent .... no no .. not the kind tat need Agents & commissions .... itz for pals !! good pals !!! Both party r good pals !! letz hope prices can fit each other and benefit each party. Hope all turns out well !! God pls help them ya.
We had a lil fruity freeze at this new place I discovered as I was walking towards the dinner place. Nice cute place.
Today is an ultimate day !!!
Wat took place was a W. W. III on MSN !!! ha...
it was one of those silly sagas I mentioned ... was a tiring battle of fingers and mind. but still hasnt reached a conclusion & it was lunch break !! & it never surfaced again...
NVM ... I learnt q. abit from it. Eveything is a learning experience.
Only thing is itz Tammie's b'day today !!! how to face u ... sigh ... if itz nt for her birthday, I think I wld not appear !! U said U r disappointed w/ me .... I am so hurt by yr tagline !! so in a way we r quits !! But I still get this unwelcome feeling within !!! & itz does hurt !! yr actions hv hurt me q. abit .... I think it has reached the pt where I'll retreat & not hv anything to do w/ u !! Wat was intended as we wanted to pull the hearts of all the rest together may juz hv to be left alone or U can do it with someone else !!! I am no longer interested in doing anything tat will strengthen our friendship ... PERIOD !! & tatz final. It has gone beyond me & I dun wanna touch it anymore....
Dinner tonite !!! will see how lah .... I really dun wish to appear at this pt !!
Anyway ... pray for me lah !!! K ... Aftr tonite there's Fri nite as well !! Sigh... lorlaa be strong !! Keep it gog !!!
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Silly.. Silly Nonsense
Watz w/ the guys of today ??? Aint they getting more petty then us gals !!! In my own words - small gas ! Was in a conv w/ a pal & dunno how it took off.... he juz refused to tok to me anymore, refused to address the issue !! & still hv this "itz my fault" thot in his mind... Watz wrong ?? oh man ... such pettyness in a men !!! Is like becoming a common thing ... well... so be it, when you are tired.... you are tired !! it has reached itz limit, enough of feeding your ego !! my.. wat great big ego you have for a small man like u !!! anyway .... what de heck !!
"I dun wanna talk to you anymore" Familar ?? Of late, I get this quite often !! watz wrong ?? Wat did I do to deserve this ?? Why in most of our conv, you react like tat .... well... I'm lost !! dunno to say you are small gas or what ?? Often when I call you small gas, your reaction is greater than the former .... I oso dunno wat to do w/ you & dunno why I keep getting this from you ?? Do you do this to other babes or is it juz me .... that you choose to react this way to me ?? I'm puzzled !!! I really have very high tolerance of watever you do ... not becoz I need to .... but I have discovered along time, thatz u ... esp when u hv grown closer to someone. Why I choose to still be by yr side is coz I wun let something like this discredit all that you have done & that we have shared. I know your qualities .... & tat is the only reason behind every tolerance !! Itz not easy !! Some say I may juz end up like someone !!! or like your doormat !! or watever .... but who cares !! itz doesnt bother me !!! All I know is that we are not perfect and flawless .... so there is always room for tolerance, there is always room for improvement. I juz hope days of "I dun wanna talk to you anymore" will end soon .....
It really makes me sad !!! :(
So watz with u all ?? Boys of this generation ??? Abit susa lor !!
"I dun wanna talk to you anymore" Familar ?? Of late, I get this quite often !! watz wrong ?? Wat did I do to deserve this ?? Why in most of our conv, you react like tat .... well... I'm lost !! dunno to say you are small gas or what ?? Often when I call you small gas, your reaction is greater than the former .... I oso dunno wat to do w/ you & dunno why I keep getting this from you ?? Do you do this to other babes or is it juz me .... that you choose to react this way to me ?? I'm puzzled !!! I really have very high tolerance of watever you do ... not becoz I need to .... but I have discovered along time, thatz u ... esp when u hv grown closer to someone. Why I choose to still be by yr side is coz I wun let something like this discredit all that you have done & that we have shared. I know your qualities .... & tat is the only reason behind every tolerance !! Itz not easy !! Some say I may juz end up like someone !!! or like your doormat !! or watever .... but who cares !! itz doesnt bother me !!! All I know is that we are not perfect and flawless .... so there is always room for tolerance, there is always room for improvement. I juz hope days of "I dun wanna talk to you anymore" will end soon .....
It really makes me sad !!! :(
So watz with u all ?? Boys of this generation ??? Abit susa lor !!
Monday, August 20, 2007
A few days ago.....
Today is monday, I felt like I hvnt been blogging ... Let's start w/ Fri, 17 Aug -
Today, I continued Fasting & praying .... and I dun feel hungry at all .... I decided to take a walk along chinatown .... have been cooped up in office for awhile ..... then on my way back, bumped into my old time buddy .... who's w/ CID now .... ha.. haa.. once again he caught me in my blurr stage !!! coz I was walking along the underpass figuring my way back to office .... & itz hv to be him that I bumped into. So funnie lor.
the day passed ..... & before I knew it, itz end of another day. Preparing to go church at Adam, Faith Impartation night. Had dinner at Adam hawker centre, my fav bee hoon soto ayam w/ lots of chilli!! After that headed to church, the guest speaker was hilarious, yet able to deliver the word of God, made it so interesting. That nite, alot of miracles took place, souls were won, illnesses were healed.... I enjoyed the service very much. After that, went drinks w/ some of my former cell members. Was great catching up with them after so long. That nite we chatted till slightly past midnight. Silver mazda 323 gave me a lift home.... but we spent some time discussing stuff too .... was a get-together.
Came home & checked my mails .... then ended up chatting on msn for another hr or so !!! catching up w/ pal again. Was nice toking to u after a long while ..... chatting w/ u has always been a joyous thing ... U r even so witty .... & make so much sense !!! haa.. haa.. itz true...
Sat am, woke up very reluctantly .... & had to go work ... juz for an hr !! to do make some calls ... well, thanks to yr enlightenment, I took it w/ a positive attitude & tat really makes a difference. My dearest kor gave me a lift to the MRT station .... went in office and did my work, left around 11.20, Kor came to pick me .... it was raining catz n dogz !!! or some would say Dragons n Phoenix!! haa... haa... how funnie !!!
So Kor picked me .... & here goes my 2nd part of being a coolie .... went to be help kor w/ transporting of his weekly groceries fm the car to his shop, coz he hurt his back. so I was like ... wonder woman w/o her costume for a few mins !!! Carried cartons after cartons of can drinks ... so many tat I decided to carry 2 cartons at one go ... haa.. haa.. try doing that lah ... then U know wat I meant when I say I'm supa woman. haaa
Anything for my dearest kor !! Pray that his back will be well again !!!
Went home after that and rested awhile, chatted on msn ... then did some stuff and got ready for power weekend. Mrs Brown came to pick me & we went together. Today also marks the 1st time I be SP. hee... hee so I collected my package & totally clueless what I needed to do .... haa...
but NVM !!! Dun scared !!! juz go w/ the flow.... then in the midst of service I rec'd this sms - that says I am spotted & I cannot eat the curry prepared by our dear fren !! haa.. haa. so funnie lor !! (wah .... esp when our dear fren knows I #1 fan of ees curry, really enjoy "tekan" me !!! Oops !! cannot use the word tekan !! taboo word !!
Service was almost over .... I began to see alot of ppl walking up .... & SPs as well .... urm.... I saw my CL walking lor ... but he too far liao .... so I oso dunno wat to do ... good thing a few seats nx to me, was kor's CL and I did some hand action to her & asked her wat do I do !! haa... haa... I got abundant by my CL .... hee... hee... kidding only lah..... so she told me to go up le ... so I went lor ... haa... haa... Sotong me !!! But wat to do ... 1st time mah !!!
Went dinner w/ M&M & D, On the way, was jumping, jumping tat I didnt even realized my mobile dropped out... thanks to D !!! who heard it.. else liao !!! So we headed to the east for dinner wah ... finally get to eat the curry !!! Ooo... my fav !!! I "Bao wei" haa... haa.. I supa gian lor .... hv been thinking abt it for awhile liao .... today finally got it !!! hee... heee
was great time w/ M&M too .... long time nur really go kai kai together !!! M&M n D&D hvnt been in action for a long time .... tzi tzi tza ...
We headed for kopi ... had expresso !! & then watched Midnite movie !! hee... hee.. I guess the expresso didnt work on me .... I was battling Z monster for a while in the cinema. Then after the show when I came home ... I was supa alert !!! played games & Zzz close to 5am !!!
Today is Sun !!! I woke up at 12 +.... Zombie !!! Stayed home.... till EC came by.... chatted awhile, then we went out for kopi..... wah... long time no catch up w/ u !!!I supa miss u & yr company lor !!! Itz been ages we cot up like tat !!! then at nite had shabu shabu at Butt's plc.... The 5 of us mum mum .... had lew lians too. It was CSI marathon !!! haa.. haa.. then home sweet home lor... Okie lah ... enjoyed the ride home !!!
Today, I continued Fasting & praying .... and I dun feel hungry at all .... I decided to take a walk along chinatown .... have been cooped up in office for awhile ..... then on my way back, bumped into my old time buddy .... who's w/ CID now .... ha.. haa.. once again he caught me in my blurr stage !!! coz I was walking along the underpass figuring my way back to office .... & itz hv to be him that I bumped into. So funnie lor.
the day passed ..... & before I knew it, itz end of another day. Preparing to go church at Adam, Faith Impartation night. Had dinner at Adam hawker centre, my fav bee hoon soto ayam w/ lots of chilli!! After that headed to church, the guest speaker was hilarious, yet able to deliver the word of God, made it so interesting. That nite, alot of miracles took place, souls were won, illnesses were healed.... I enjoyed the service very much. After that, went drinks w/ some of my former cell members. Was great catching up with them after so long. That nite we chatted till slightly past midnight. Silver mazda 323 gave me a lift home.... but we spent some time discussing stuff too .... was a get-together.
Came home & checked my mails .... then ended up chatting on msn for another hr or so !!! catching up w/ pal again. Was nice toking to u after a long while ..... chatting w/ u has always been a joyous thing ... U r even so witty .... & make so much sense !!! haa.. haa.. itz true...
Sat am, woke up very reluctantly .... & had to go work ... juz for an hr !! to do make some calls ... well, thanks to yr enlightenment, I took it w/ a positive attitude & tat really makes a difference. My dearest kor gave me a lift to the MRT station .... went in office and did my work, left around 11.20, Kor came to pick me .... it was raining catz n dogz !!! or some would say Dragons n Phoenix!! haa... haa... how funnie !!!
So Kor picked me .... & here goes my 2nd part of being a coolie .... went to be help kor w/ transporting of his weekly groceries fm the car to his shop, coz he hurt his back. so I was like ... wonder woman w/o her costume for a few mins !!! Carried cartons after cartons of can drinks ... so many tat I decided to carry 2 cartons at one go ... haa.. haa.. try doing that lah ... then U know wat I meant when I say I'm supa woman. haaa
Anything for my dearest kor !! Pray that his back will be well again !!!
Went home after that and rested awhile, chatted on msn ... then did some stuff and got ready for power weekend. Mrs Brown came to pick me & we went together. Today also marks the 1st time I be SP. hee... hee so I collected my package & totally clueless what I needed to do .... haa...
but NVM !!! Dun scared !!! juz go w/ the flow.... then in the midst of service I rec'd this sms - that says I am spotted & I cannot eat the curry prepared by our dear fren !! haa.. haa. so funnie lor !! (wah .... esp when our dear fren knows I #1 fan of ees curry, really enjoy "tekan" me !!! Oops !! cannot use the word tekan !! taboo word !!
Service was almost over .... I began to see alot of ppl walking up .... & SPs as well .... urm.... I saw my CL walking lor ... but he too far liao .... so I oso dunno wat to do ... good thing a few seats nx to me, was kor's CL and I did some hand action to her & asked her wat do I do !! haa... haa... I got abundant by my CL .... hee... hee... kidding only lah..... so she told me to go up le ... so I went lor ... haa... haa... Sotong me !!! But wat to do ... 1st time mah !!!
Went dinner w/ M&M & D, On the way, was jumping, jumping tat I didnt even realized my mobile dropped out... thanks to D !!! who heard it.. else liao !!! So we headed to the east for dinner wah ... finally get to eat the curry !!! Ooo... my fav !!! I "Bao wei" haa... haa.. I supa gian lor .... hv been thinking abt it for awhile liao .... today finally got it !!! hee... heee
was great time w/ M&M too .... long time nur really go kai kai together !!! M&M n D&D hvnt been in action for a long time .... tzi tzi tza ...
We headed for kopi ... had expresso !! & then watched Midnite movie !! hee... hee.. I guess the expresso didnt work on me .... I was battling Z monster for a while in the cinema. Then after the show when I came home ... I was supa alert !!! played games & Zzz close to 5am !!!
Today is Sun !!! I woke up at 12 +.... Zombie !!! Stayed home.... till EC came by.... chatted awhile, then we went out for kopi..... wah... long time no catch up w/ u !!!I supa miss u & yr company lor !!! Itz been ages we cot up like tat !!! then at nite had shabu shabu at Butt's plc.... The 5 of us mum mum .... had lew lians too. It was CSI marathon !!! haa.. haa.. then home sweet home lor... Okie lah ... enjoyed the ride home !!!
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Finally ......
Today is a supa amazing day !!! The whole day I only had a hot cuppa Soya milk.... & I had my only meal of the day at close to 9pm. Watz so amazing is .... I didnt feel hungry at all .... Hmmm... the power Of ??? Anyway, these 3 days am fasting for the coming power weekend at Trinity @ Adam.
Went for a walk around 1.30pm, walked ard Everton Park area .... & before I knew it .... it started to pour.... wah say !! Heng arr, I got a tiny brolly in my bag ... reached for it & put it to good use. As The rain was so heavy, I cldnt go anywhere else so I juz walked into every lil provision shop I chanced upon, feels a lil' nostalgic to walk in the shops.... reminds me of my childhood days, where I wld go across the road of my estate and satisfy my happy cravings !!
Finally the last shop was a modern day MaMa shop, found all the Indian spices I have been looking for sealed in 250gm packets sitting on the shelves. Huray.... I tot to myself, I can make butter chicken liao ..... hee.. hee... so I got the spices & juz as well, the rain stopped !! I cld walk back to office without using my brolly.
This afternoon, my mobile rang to the tune of Doraemon in canto, tatz the tune when anyone calling from my home rings me ... was wondering who it cld be. My, itz mum !! (she hardly calls me) hee.. hee.. Mum basically called to say, where r the Spring onions you mentioned you bought. Hmm.. in the fridge arr !! then she told me, did you know you got chinese chives instead of Spring onions ??? I was like ! Huh ??? haa.. haa.. izit ?? oh my !! Mum called me a sotong ... haa.. haa... I was like ??? haa.. anyway as I hung up, I was still in disbelief. *scratch head*
Left office supa on time .... headed straight for home, My doraemon ring tone sounded again. Itz mum!!! Girl, u need me to cook yr food for u ??? what time u coming back ??
Aei, ma ... watever U do, dun start cooking yet ... I on the way liao !!!
Ha... so funnie.. muz do more of such makan sessions then mum wld call me more often.
Reached home, Mum was fantastic, she soaked the dou miao and have them washed oredi. So I haeaded for the fridge, took out the sliced ginger which was prepared yesterday and the marinated chicken and to the cooker. started cooking ... Fried my ginger till golden brown and fragrant, then add in the chicky... hee.. then various sauces & seasoning... As I was doing tat, I lighted the fire for the soup and bring it to boil under slow heat. Then prepared the making of the tou fu. Mum was good, did her famous Tau Si fish for us to add to our menu. Since it was early, I took a break !! Went to do some other stuff 1st.
Then I steamed the tou fu, and shared some w/ my family as the were having their dinner.
My kor, asked me when did I buy the bacon for ?? Oh, so much food nw, so no need to do the appetizer lor... Then he asked me did U realized U bought 2 different types of bacon ?? I went "huh" !!! ??? !! haaa... haaa blur lor laa !!!
At 20:53, M&M arrived... yeah !! As they walked in ... they happily greeted my family members & then passed me a box of durian puff fm the famous place near Joo Chiat, they got it fm Suntec. Small M was happy tat now they can take a direct bus from her work place to my home, and tat also means in future she can go Church @ PL too .... hee... As they sat down the round dinner table, Small M's eyes focused on the TV !! She was literally following the chinese drama that was on the googlebox. My mobile beeped, sms came in .... our G.O.H. juz arrived and making itz way over. I had to start frying the Veg ... & Small M was very helpful, she replied all the sms tat flooded my mobile at that point, coz it all came from the same person. Juz when my veg was ready, at 21:06, the Homesick arrived !!! M&M went out to help our dear fren in .. with all the luggage and bags I think.... ha.. haa
(juz in case U wondering why I am so accurate with the timing, coz all the evidence is logged in my mobile) hee... heee
Juz in time.... dinner's ready !! As I was scooping the rice, a voice from the background - "aei I cant eat much... du ngive me so much rice, I ate abit on board" Hmm... okie lor !! so lesser rice I give. Small M said Grace & we started eating !! Wah ... the boys, exclaimed when they tasted the chicken !! (haa ... no guess for wat it meanz) but I'm glad they enjoyed !! Small M was the happiest... having dinner at the same time in front of the gogglebox... She was teeling us how much she like this actor in the show & we all laughed ... haa.. then suddenly, U hear a voice "Urm ... I dun mind having more rice ... " haa... haa... obvious we all know who it came from. The egg tou fu was oso a hit, except tat was not soft enough. Hmm ... will try again nx round. hee... anyway, everyone juz eat lah... especially tat one away fm home & home cooked food .... for a while, juz enjoy !!
After dinner, we had the durian puffs for dessert. Small M was singing as she watched TV & tat kept us quite entertained. For some reasons, she was in this 'getai' mood and went on & on ... till the boys cannot tahan.. and wanna go off ... haa... haaa anyway was oredi close to 11pm.. so we headed outside & they took cabs back.
Yeah !! I got my fav almond flake biscuit fm HK !! thanks arr....
Was a fruitful time of gathering !! Surely was worth all the effort I made in cooking !! Thanks folks... thanks for coming !! I so enjoyed it... Finally..... :)
Went for a walk around 1.30pm, walked ard Everton Park area .... & before I knew it .... it started to pour.... wah say !! Heng arr, I got a tiny brolly in my bag ... reached for it & put it to good use. As The rain was so heavy, I cldnt go anywhere else so I juz walked into every lil provision shop I chanced upon, feels a lil' nostalgic to walk in the shops.... reminds me of my childhood days, where I wld go across the road of my estate and satisfy my happy cravings !!
Finally the last shop was a modern day MaMa shop, found all the Indian spices I have been looking for sealed in 250gm packets sitting on the shelves. Huray.... I tot to myself, I can make butter chicken liao ..... hee.. hee... so I got the spices & juz as well, the rain stopped !! I cld walk back to office without using my brolly.
This afternoon, my mobile rang to the tune of Doraemon in canto, tatz the tune when anyone calling from my home rings me ... was wondering who it cld be. My, itz mum !! (she hardly calls me) hee.. hee.. Mum basically called to say, where r the Spring onions you mentioned you bought. Hmm.. in the fridge arr !! then she told me, did you know you got chinese chives instead of Spring onions ??? I was like ! Huh ??? haa.. haa.. izit ?? oh my !! Mum called me a sotong ... haa.. haa... I was like ??? haa.. anyway as I hung up, I was still in disbelief. *scratch head*
Left office supa on time .... headed straight for home, My doraemon ring tone sounded again. Itz mum!!! Girl, u need me to cook yr food for u ??? what time u coming back ??
Aei, ma ... watever U do, dun start cooking yet ... I on the way liao !!!
Ha... so funnie.. muz do more of such makan sessions then mum wld call me more often.
Reached home, Mum was fantastic, she soaked the dou miao and have them washed oredi. So I haeaded for the fridge, took out the sliced ginger which was prepared yesterday and the marinated chicken and to the cooker. started cooking ... Fried my ginger till golden brown and fragrant, then add in the chicky... hee.. then various sauces & seasoning... As I was doing tat, I lighted the fire for the soup and bring it to boil under slow heat. Then prepared the making of the tou fu. Mum was good, did her famous Tau Si fish for us to add to our menu. Since it was early, I took a break !! Went to do some other stuff 1st.
Then I steamed the tou fu, and shared some w/ my family as the were having their dinner.
My kor, asked me when did I buy the bacon for ?? Oh, so much food nw, so no need to do the appetizer lor... Then he asked me did U realized U bought 2 different types of bacon ?? I went "huh" !!! ??? !! haaa... haaa blur lor laa !!!
At 20:53, M&M arrived... yeah !! As they walked in ... they happily greeted my family members & then passed me a box of durian puff fm the famous place near Joo Chiat, they got it fm Suntec. Small M was happy tat now they can take a direct bus from her work place to my home, and tat also means in future she can go Church @ PL too .... hee... As they sat down the round dinner table, Small M's eyes focused on the TV !! She was literally following the chinese drama that was on the googlebox. My mobile beeped, sms came in .... our G.O.H. juz arrived and making itz way over. I had to start frying the Veg ... & Small M was very helpful, she replied all the sms tat flooded my mobile at that point, coz it all came from the same person. Juz when my veg was ready, at 21:06, the Homesick arrived !!! M&M went out to help our dear fren in .. with all the luggage and bags I think.... ha.. haa
(juz in case U wondering why I am so accurate with the timing, coz all the evidence is logged in my mobile) hee... heee
Juz in time.... dinner's ready !! As I was scooping the rice, a voice from the background - "aei I cant eat much... du ngive me so much rice, I ate abit on board" Hmm... okie lor !! so lesser rice I give. Small M said Grace & we started eating !! Wah ... the boys, exclaimed when they tasted the chicken !! (haa ... no guess for wat it meanz) but I'm glad they enjoyed !! Small M was the happiest... having dinner at the same time in front of the gogglebox... She was teeling us how much she like this actor in the show & we all laughed ... haa.. then suddenly, U hear a voice "Urm ... I dun mind having more rice ... " haa... haa... obvious we all know who it came from. The egg tou fu was oso a hit, except tat was not soft enough. Hmm ... will try again nx round. hee... anyway, everyone juz eat lah... especially tat one away fm home & home cooked food .... for a while, juz enjoy !!
After dinner, we had the durian puffs for dessert. Small M was singing as she watched TV & tat kept us quite entertained. For some reasons, she was in this 'getai' mood and went on & on ... till the boys cannot tahan.. and wanna go off ... haa... haaa anyway was oredi close to 11pm.. so we headed outside & they took cabs back.
Yeah !! I got my fav almond flake biscuit fm HK !! thanks arr....
Was a fruitful time of gathering !! Surely was worth all the effort I made in cooking !! Thanks folks... thanks for coming !! I so enjoyed it... Finally..... :)
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Wat a Day !! ha...haa..
Made my day to Inland Revenue House today. Had to run some errands for the company. Was good too as I did nt need to wake up early like usual. Especially when I had a long chatting session w/ Traceable last nite - tok abt her coming wedding !!! Which I am excited abt too, haa.. haa... was asking her wat col she want me to wear since I gonna be her PA, then she said brite cols ... Hmm... Okie, I got a red dress !!! I wear k ... like a walking Ang pow !!! haaa... haaa Then at nite arr, Trace suggested, how abt an orange gown !! haa...haa.. I went, Alamak, Day time like BIG ang pow, nite time like TUA kam !!! Urm ... itz a wedding lor !!! not CNY !!! Aiyo.... Traceable LOL.... Crazy lorlaa... after which did my TAWG on 1 Thess.... & oso my latest interest - Blogging !! Haa... so with all these Zzzz late !!
Headed down to Revenue House by 9+, waited awhile for the bus !! then went back office by 10+ .... came in office & Bozz juz came in. Me in office alone again after awhile. Was good .... Did some work ... ie; search for Property & made some appointment for Bozz. Then did managed to arrange dinner tmrw nite, & tonite !! haa... haaa
Then today, in office my Grand Aunt had to pay me a visit ... aiyo.... had to messed my pants somemore ... had to wash lor ... good thing alone in office .... then my cardi had to camou & cover !!! haa... haa... drama hor !!!
Dinner tonite was fun, met Cully & wife & NP !!! headed down to a Jap Rest at Shenton way, that served Alar carte buffet. Was 1 4 1 using a certain credit card. I arrived a lil later than scheduled, heading to the mall where bozz aligned me & went to do some grocery shopping. A little disappointed coz most of the things I wanted wasnt available. :( nvm, go fill my tummy 1st !! hvnt had anything for the day .... time to break Fast !!! (Fast & Pray for power weekend) My stomach was rumbling !!! I could hear it .... Have been hearing it all day !!! haa... haa
But itz worthwhile.... We had a few plates of sashimi !!! yumm... No salmon for me please !!! Eeeks ... Bowl after bowls of paper soup. ( tatz wat I call it .... dunno wat is it called .... forgot the Jap name) Aiya... who cares !! Juz eat lah ... but I needed to go slow ... cant eat too much !!! Oredi lost 1kg .... my pants r a lil' loose !!! Hurray !!! So lor laa .... *pat* *pat* !!! keep it up .... be motivated !! K ...
As we began eating, we saw a familar face entering the restaurant as well .... it was Ps Mar & Ps Steven, meeting their Niece & nephew for dinner .... how nice to bump into familiar faces !!! Exchanged a few words & they were juz 2 tables behind us.
As we con't to eat !!! NP was so funnie.... he forever funnie one lah .... heard abt Honey Ball !! haa.. haaa.... then Asked him to hop over my cell when he can, to collect some signatures !! haa.. haa... lol !!! (private joke) Talked abt anything under the sun !!! made sense !!! Dun make ... all juz tok lah & had a good luff !!! Hmm... before we realized .... 2 hrs passed by juz like tat. Urm ... Dun mind arr lorlaa hv to go do some more grocery shopping for Tmrw !!! Need to get inspiration to whip up a meal !!!
Arr... finally Thu tmrw !!! 16 Aug !! Yeah .... Homesick pal is due to be back !!! Since our dear friend is so homesick, aiya ... whip up a home cooked meal to welcome u back lah .... Hmm.. maybe can roll red carpet, get lion dance to rally as well !! Aei !!! Wrong occasion lah !!! itz the 7th month nw .... not CNY !!! haa... haa... sala... sala !!! Anyway, I think the home cooked meal is good enuff for u .... so need to get my groceries done !!! else tmrw will be stressed again !!! so I'll do a soup, 1 Veg, 1 meat, 1 toufu (been dying to try doing this) & another dish lah .... wow !!! like so much hor ... Hmm... urm... watz gog the xtra mile for a good pal !!! After all away from home is oredi such a pathetic thingy .... the least I cld do is whip up a meal !!! A home cooked meal !! haa.. haa... muz stressed - Home Cooked Meal !!! So went to Tg Pgr to get them.... the 4 of us had fun in the supa mart. Invited Cully & wife for tmrw as well !!! Cully cant make it .... but wife maybe can !!! She very funnie say I good at roti prata !! haa.. haaa
So okie lah ... I got my stuff... & head home, Cully & wife tompang me back !! So here goes !! I hv to start some prep for tmrw's dinner ... like chopping the Garlic, & slice Ginger thinly !! prep Soup !!! Chop Chicken ( I dun believe I handled the chicky, plug some feathers on the wing), Marinate Chicken......
Tmrw's menu !!! Hmm .....
Appetizer -
Bacon w/ Golden mushroom, drizzled w/ special sauce
Soup of the Day -
Herbal Pork Rib soup
Grass -
Stir fried Dou miao
Mains -
Ginger Sesame Oil Chicken (was torn between butter chicken)
Today's Special -
Homemade steamed Egg Toufu
Served w/ fragrant white rice
Drinks -
choice of Ribena on the Rocks or Rocky H2O
Hmm.... my stomach rumbling lor .... haa... haaa... All the best for my cooking tmrw !!! Letz see hwz the verdict aftr tmrw nite !! :P we all look fwd to welcome U back !!! May God grant U a safe journey back .... Counting down liao .... till then ... tata !!!
Headed down to Revenue House by 9+, waited awhile for the bus !! then went back office by 10+ .... came in office & Bozz juz came in. Me in office alone again after awhile. Was good .... Did some work ... ie; search for Property & made some appointment for Bozz. Then did managed to arrange dinner tmrw nite, & tonite !! haa... haaa
Then today, in office my Grand Aunt had to pay me a visit ... aiyo.... had to messed my pants somemore ... had to wash lor ... good thing alone in office .... then my cardi had to camou & cover !!! haa... haa... drama hor !!!
Dinner tonite was fun, met Cully & wife & NP !!! headed down to a Jap Rest at Shenton way, that served Alar carte buffet. Was 1 4 1 using a certain credit card. I arrived a lil later than scheduled, heading to the mall where bozz aligned me & went to do some grocery shopping. A little disappointed coz most of the things I wanted wasnt available. :( nvm, go fill my tummy 1st !! hvnt had anything for the day .... time to break Fast !!! (Fast & Pray for power weekend) My stomach was rumbling !!! I could hear it .... Have been hearing it all day !!! haa... haa
But itz worthwhile.... We had a few plates of sashimi !!! yumm... No salmon for me please !!! Eeeks ... Bowl after bowls of paper soup. ( tatz wat I call it .... dunno wat is it called .... forgot the Jap name) Aiya... who cares !! Juz eat lah ... but I needed to go slow ... cant eat too much !!! Oredi lost 1kg .... my pants r a lil' loose !!! Hurray !!! So lor laa .... *pat* *pat* !!! keep it up .... be motivated !! K ...
As we began eating, we saw a familar face entering the restaurant as well .... it was Ps Mar & Ps Steven, meeting their Niece & nephew for dinner .... how nice to bump into familiar faces !!! Exchanged a few words & they were juz 2 tables behind us.
As we con't to eat !!! NP was so funnie.... he forever funnie one lah .... heard abt Honey Ball !! haa.. haaa.... then Asked him to hop over my cell when he can, to collect some signatures !! haa.. haa... lol !!! (private joke) Talked abt anything under the sun !!! made sense !!! Dun make ... all juz tok lah & had a good luff !!! Hmm... before we realized .... 2 hrs passed by juz like tat. Urm ... Dun mind arr lorlaa hv to go do some more grocery shopping for Tmrw !!! Need to get inspiration to whip up a meal !!!
Arr... finally Thu tmrw !!! 16 Aug !! Yeah .... Homesick pal is due to be back !!! Since our dear friend is so homesick, aiya ... whip up a home cooked meal to welcome u back lah .... Hmm.. maybe can roll red carpet, get lion dance to rally as well !! Aei !!! Wrong occasion lah !!! itz the 7th month nw .... not CNY !!! haa... haa... sala... sala !!! Anyway, I think the home cooked meal is good enuff for u .... so need to get my groceries done !!! else tmrw will be stressed again !!! so I'll do a soup, 1 Veg, 1 meat, 1 toufu (been dying to try doing this) & another dish lah .... wow !!! like so much hor ... Hmm... urm... watz gog the xtra mile for a good pal !!! After all away from home is oredi such a pathetic thingy .... the least I cld do is whip up a meal !!! A home cooked meal !! haa.. haa... muz stressed - Home Cooked Meal !!! So went to Tg Pgr to get them.... the 4 of us had fun in the supa mart. Invited Cully & wife for tmrw as well !!! Cully cant make it .... but wife maybe can !!! She very funnie say I good at roti prata !! haa.. haaa
So okie lah ... I got my stuff... & head home, Cully & wife tompang me back !! So here goes !! I hv to start some prep for tmrw's dinner ... like chopping the Garlic, & slice Ginger thinly !! prep Soup !!! Chop Chicken ( I dun believe I handled the chicky, plug some feathers on the wing), Marinate Chicken......
Tmrw's menu !!! Hmm .....
Appetizer -
Bacon w/ Golden mushroom, drizzled w/ special sauce
Soup of the Day -
Herbal Pork Rib soup
Grass -
Stir fried Dou miao
Mains -
Ginger Sesame Oil Chicken (was torn between butter chicken)
Today's Special -
Homemade steamed Egg Toufu
Served w/ fragrant white rice
Drinks -
choice of Ribena on the Rocks or Rocky H2O
Hmm.... my stomach rumbling lor .... haa... haaa... All the best for my cooking tmrw !!! Letz see hwz the verdict aftr tmrw nite !! :P we all look fwd to welcome U back !!! May God grant U a safe journey back .... Counting down liao .... till then ... tata !!!
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Early Day home !!!
Today, went to work supa early !! haa... haa.. but cant beat some pair ... hee.. hee.. Oops !! beta not say anything yet !!! today is my second day of no solids ..... plus 1 day meal !!! hurray .... Day 2. Muz make it this time ... Hv to look good for Traceable's Big Day. I juz kapoly offered my services to be her PA for tat day!!! Haa... Haa.. so I can fuss over her ya!!
Hmm... hv to start planning how to sabo tat moose !! Maybe make him sing sesame street songs !! haa... haaa HMM.... lol !!! too easy liao !! Wah ... today Traceable so late still in office !! Ownself in office !!! Later gotta ownself go home .... haa... haaa
wah ... today best lor ... longest chat on msn w/ u !! lol
Wah .... today I good gal, not eating solids, yet I had this offer to go buffet, my bozz who's supposed to be fasting, broke her fast & asked me, letz go lunch !!! We go eat buffet !!! aiyo... so tempting !!! suddenly I felt like I was up in the mountains & I had to reply Man shall not live on Bread alone. Hee.. Hee... Hey, itz true k, we live on the word .... His word, which reminds me I have yet to spend time w/ HIM today !!! Will do so in a min !!
Oh ... so funnie ... today I saw tis fella's msn which reads 'Homesick'.... haa... haa... finally someone misses home !! & oredi in the midst of planning what to do & where to eat when he is back .... aiyo .... can die lor !! but hold it ... did he mention he will be flying fm HK .... yes !!! oh .. oh ... my 2nd home !!! I'm like wow !!! HK ... go eat this .... go eat tat ... kok kok ... urm excuse me !! He only hv an hour or 2 there ... cant hop over to Yung Kee !! Oooo laaa...laaa
Well I guess U juz have to settle for Maxim's dim sum at the Airport !!! Better than none !!!
Wah 2 more days back to hometown lor ..... aei.. we go where, eat wat arr !!! haa... haa.. I told EC she almost fainted !! Eat again ??? ha... haa..
Speaking of EC .... wah say .. .today her D&D leh !!! shiok hor ... long time I no have D&D liao .... I gian only !! But she today pissed mood !!! Aiyo .... hope tonite she can lac abit lah. I hear she got D&D ... I kan cheong till I forget to ask her watz the theme. lol
The other one dunno wanna PMS until when !!! I SBC !!! Too bad lor .... I not gonna give in this time !!! let U PMS lor ....
Sianz siah !!! Abit abit like tat, say sala buay siong.... sigh....
I left office ard 5.45 and headed for home !! Wow, now tatz early by my standard. Had dinner .... my 1st meal of the day ! Yummy char kway teow w/ Dark sweet sauce & apple cider Vinegar drizzled generously over !! Ooo... Mummy's home found recipe. Out of this world lor !!! She cooked YTF soup !! juz in case U wondering wat YTF is ?? Nope, itz no alphabet soup .... itz Yong Tau Foo .... haa.. haa... back in My GAP days ... tatz wat we call it ....
Oh speaking of GAP !! Had a hearty dinner w/ Ah Tan & Foo last nite at some Hai Lum Too steamboat at Golden Mile .... Again being my 1st meal of the day ... I had to watch my intake !! Kept reminding myself go slow ... go slow ... then to ease all the guilt... I had a glass of fresh lime juice !! Wah say !! Sour to the core .... but I like it !! hee... heee
Juz before we met ... as I was about to leave office, my bozz delayed me .... sigh ... bo pian !! bozz leh .... so she asked, where you rushing off to ?? Raffles City I said ... okie .. okie I will tompang U there ... huh ?? okie lor, then as she drove passed Tanjong Pagar, & head str8 to Raffles Place, she went ,... there Raffles Place, U on time for yr apmt !! Urm.... but hor dun mind... I gog Raffles City leh ... City Hall !!! haa.. haa.. so bo pian ... my bozz may have sent me to sala plc, but me oso muz say thank you lor... then as fast as my legs cld carry this humpty dumpty body of mine .... I headed to the MRT .... then 'de de de, de, de de de' in case u wondering wat tat is .... itz my mobile ringing to the tune of myojo mee. haa... haa.. Ah Tan called ... "U there yet ??? I here leh"... Ooo.... liao !!! I not there yet. Pai Seh arr .... I coming liao ....Cheong arr .... "aiyo.... my car cannot wait there leh, when U reach the bus stop call me, I come K" Oooo.. okie .... tatz nice of Ah Tan. So I cheong over to dunno which bus stop.... tikam tikam lah ... then since I not so sure, better meet at Raffles Hotel Entrance where all the pebbles are .... okie Okie ... .look out for the Renault Coupe, watever tat is .... haa.. haa then Zzzooom ... parked rite in front of me a Lexus RX300. Not tat I know the model so well, I had to ask dunno hw many thousand times, Aei this one Lexus wat arr ?? haa.. haa.. There is only the existence of 4 cars in lorlaa's world. Recognize 4 cars leh.... 1, being the gray tortoise, our family car !! Swifty being Sailou's car, followed by EC's blackie Zoom Zoom, and xiao jin !!! Yeah !!! Urm... as for the no plate arr... I think I only remember 2 1/2 !! 1 is cfm i know the entire plate, urm... the remaining 1 1/2 is rem abit here & there ... haa.. haaa.. I remember tat one so well coz always have to write when gog across the causeway .... wah ... better lor ... .else kena scolding !! hee.. hee.. so arr... in DORA's dictionary of cars ... I think only these 4 exists !!! but hor I know BMW, I know the Audi, I know Merc hor .... dun play play !! haa.. haa..
so dun play arr, lor laa chey lexus leh !! haa... haaa
After that we went Bakerz inn .... at Millenia Walk .... wah say this Ah Tan arr.... drive posh car ... but nur go park there b4.... tot wanna put coupon when park car !! then hor ... she heard "Tee" oh dun need liao !! hello here Singapore leh ... not Johor !! haa... Atas car muz come Atas place !! haa... Tas starts our TCS session lor .... haa.. haa.. w/ Foo around ... cfm chio ka peng !!! haa....
Today is Tuesday ..... itz a happy day !!! better end nw else my TAWG will suffer !!! Zhai Jian !!!
Hmm... hv to start planning how to sabo tat moose !! Maybe make him sing sesame street songs !! haa... haaa HMM.... lol !!! too easy liao !! Wah ... today Traceable so late still in office !! Ownself in office !!! Later gotta ownself go home .... haa... haaa
wah ... today best lor ... longest chat on msn w/ u !! lol
Wah .... today I good gal, not eating solids, yet I had this offer to go buffet, my bozz who's supposed to be fasting, broke her fast & asked me, letz go lunch !!! We go eat buffet !!! aiyo... so tempting !!! suddenly I felt like I was up in the mountains & I had to reply Man shall not live on Bread alone. Hee.. Hee... Hey, itz true k, we live on the word .... His word, which reminds me I have yet to spend time w/ HIM today !!! Will do so in a min !!
Oh ... so funnie ... today I saw tis fella's msn which reads 'Homesick'.... haa... haa... finally someone misses home !! & oredi in the midst of planning what to do & where to eat when he is back .... aiyo .... can die lor !! but hold it ... did he mention he will be flying fm HK .... yes !!! oh .. oh ... my 2nd home !!! I'm like wow !!! HK ... go eat this .... go eat tat ... kok kok ... urm excuse me !! He only hv an hour or 2 there ... cant hop over to Yung Kee !! Oooo laaa...laaa
Well I guess U juz have to settle for Maxim's dim sum at the Airport !!! Better than none !!!
Wah 2 more days back to hometown lor ..... aei.. we go where, eat wat arr !!! haa... haa.. I told EC she almost fainted !! Eat again ??? ha... haa..
Speaking of EC .... wah say .. .today her D&D leh !!! shiok hor ... long time I no have D&D liao .... I gian only !! But she today pissed mood !!! Aiyo .... hope tonite she can lac abit lah. I hear she got D&D ... I kan cheong till I forget to ask her watz the theme. lol
The other one dunno wanna PMS until when !!! I SBC !!! Too bad lor .... I not gonna give in this time !!! let U PMS lor ....
Sianz siah !!! Abit abit like tat, say sala buay siong.... sigh....
I left office ard 5.45 and headed for home !! Wow, now tatz early by my standard. Had dinner .... my 1st meal of the day ! Yummy char kway teow w/ Dark sweet sauce & apple cider Vinegar drizzled generously over !! Ooo... Mummy's home found recipe. Out of this world lor !!! She cooked YTF soup !! juz in case U wondering wat YTF is ?? Nope, itz no alphabet soup .... itz Yong Tau Foo .... haa.. haa... back in My GAP days ... tatz wat we call it ....
Oh speaking of GAP !! Had a hearty dinner w/ Ah Tan & Foo last nite at some Hai Lum Too steamboat at Golden Mile .... Again being my 1st meal of the day ... I had to watch my intake !! Kept reminding myself go slow ... go slow ... then to ease all the guilt... I had a glass of fresh lime juice !! Wah say !! Sour to the core .... but I like it !! hee... heee
Juz before we met ... as I was about to leave office, my bozz delayed me .... sigh ... bo pian !! bozz leh .... so she asked, where you rushing off to ?? Raffles City I said ... okie .. okie I will tompang U there ... huh ?? okie lor, then as she drove passed Tanjong Pagar, & head str8 to Raffles Place, she went ,... there Raffles Place, U on time for yr apmt !! Urm.... but hor dun mind... I gog Raffles City leh ... City Hall !!! haa.. haa.. so bo pian ... my bozz may have sent me to sala plc, but me oso muz say thank you lor... then as fast as my legs cld carry this humpty dumpty body of mine .... I headed to the MRT .... then 'de de de, de, de de de' in case u wondering wat tat is .... itz my mobile ringing to the tune of myojo mee. haa... haa.. Ah Tan called ... "U there yet ??? I here leh"... Ooo.... liao !!! I not there yet. Pai Seh arr .... I coming liao ....Cheong arr .... "aiyo.... my car cannot wait there leh, when U reach the bus stop call me, I come K" Oooo.. okie .... tatz nice of Ah Tan. So I cheong over to dunno which bus stop.... tikam tikam lah ... then since I not so sure, better meet at Raffles Hotel Entrance where all the pebbles are .... okie Okie ... .look out for the Renault Coupe, watever tat is .... haa.. haa then Zzzooom ... parked rite in front of me a Lexus RX300. Not tat I know the model so well, I had to ask dunno hw many thousand times, Aei this one Lexus wat arr ?? haa.. haa.. There is only the existence of 4 cars in lorlaa's world. Recognize 4 cars leh.... 1, being the gray tortoise, our family car !! Swifty being Sailou's car, followed by EC's blackie Zoom Zoom, and xiao jin !!! Yeah !!! Urm... as for the no plate arr... I think I only remember 2 1/2 !! 1 is cfm i know the entire plate, urm... the remaining 1 1/2 is rem abit here & there ... haa.. haaa.. I remember tat one so well coz always have to write when gog across the causeway .... wah ... better lor ... .else kena scolding !! hee.. hee.. so arr... in DORA's dictionary of cars ... I think only these 4 exists !!! but hor I know BMW, I know the Audi, I know Merc hor .... dun play play !! haa.. haa..
so dun play arr, lor laa chey lexus leh !! haa... haaa
After that we went Bakerz inn .... at Millenia Walk .... wah say this Ah Tan arr.... drive posh car ... but nur go park there b4.... tot wanna put coupon when park car !! then hor ... she heard "Tee" oh dun need liao !! hello here Singapore leh ... not Johor !! haa... Atas car muz come Atas place !! haa... Tas starts our TCS session lor .... haa.. haa.. w/ Foo around ... cfm chio ka peng !!! haa....
Today is Tuesday ..... itz a happy day !!! better end nw else my TAWG will suffer !!! Zhai Jian !!!
Monday, August 13, 2007
I am so inspired ....
I juz said goodbye to my darling god daughter, 14 yr old nephew (offsprings of my fav distant cousin) & my Cousin, Bozz !!! heading back to NZ .... bye !! I'm gonna miss u lots....
& Kechik, dun hog yr psp !!! I got it fixed not for U to get hooked on !!!
Wah .... the dinner was fan-ta-bu-lous !!! All of Kor's signature Peranakan dishes !!! so nice of kor to wake up exceptionally early juz to make it in time for a mini lunch juz for u !!! Coz U will be going for yr Great wall biz Trip !!! EC will see that U catch yr flight on time... Hmm.... Me ?? wat do I do for u ??? Urm... I be nice nice to u k ... hee... hee.. see so many ppl sayang u ... arent U blessed ?? but so sad to see u go .... wish U cld be ard for all the fun we gonna have .... & I knw PSP boy miss u too !!
Oh met EC for dinner, twas eve of NDP, was great catch up .... food was good ... company was great !! we ate at our lil fav AMK Joint. Yummy Fish Soup .... Bitter Gourd & pork Ribs .... & we even ta pao the left over of the pa gu wang !!! Ha... EC's lunch tmrw !!! As usual EC tompang me bk else she'll probably not reach home till much later !!! her only readable GPS starts fm my home to her's. Haa.... haaa.. Oops ... so rude !!! But EC got lots of take backs fm my mummy .... haa... NDP goodies fm my mum !!! hmm.... NDP Goodies ??? watever ....
Oh... Saturday !!! was fun day !! I attended my 1st M.Cell.. was really good ..... tho I was the only new face amongst the other 5.... but we really opened up in our sharing !! & tat made everything so edifying ..... so encouraging. We laughed .... we joked, We shared !! Thank God for the wonderful time. Service was good too, Kor rushed all the way after CCLT, Ps Mar Wrapped up the book of Haggai.
Oh then after Service, we went to this Teochew restaurant for dinner to celebrate someone's b'day !!! again Food was authentic teochew, not too bad !! we laughed, we joked, and we ate !!
Hmm.... something was amiss that nite .... rite !!! someone wasnt in the midst ..... far away in the land of Chairman Mao !!! Hey, U r once again missed ..... sigh .... the food was good .... the company was great ... but the missing jigsaw pc was not there !!! Even as we headed down to the KTVs, altho U wun open that Goldie mouth of yrs .... still felt something missing .... Well, not juz me miss u .... Small M too !!! wah ... she really Queen of KTV.
Hmm.... itz okie lah .... very soon U'll be back & we'll tackle xiao jin again !!!
Sun was lunch at Muthu's !!! Bozz's bro arrive late Sat nite fm Jakarta & heading bk to Melbourne tat Nite, Alamak Bozz.... U juz missed yr bro by 24 hrs. So lunch was at this ABNN Joint .... but flooded w/ Chinahs !!! haa... haa...
By now my batt is almost flat .... 2 weeks of late nites and running ard .... by now I am totally flat !!! hv to prep for work tmrw !! Mons r best !!! morning devotions !! Yeah !!! Recharge my Spiritual batt .... long time no cell due to church events !!! Hmm.... I do miss cell !!!
This am, itz bk to work aftr a long NDP break ..... wah ... I was astonished when I saw a foreign greeting over msn !!! "Good morning" itz says .... "I got U lotion fm VS !!!"
Oh wow .... suddenly I felt so pampered !!! "Good am", I replied, "U went US ???"
Good Ol WK in US for training & meeting .... wow .... got me lotion from VS .... urm, used to be so tough to get him in there to pick up my fav lotion .... nw he goes in so spontaneously.
"We'll do dinner & I'll pass u the stuffs, when I am back". Urm.... ok... was my reply !!! Well, 22 Aug nite he arrives .... back in office 23 Aug..... hey itz Small M's b'day !!! Hmm...... I'll plan w/ Big M on wat we cld do for the B'day gal ..... Aei.... arent U gog for yr cruise ??? hmm .... again U wun be ard !!! hvnt hv much of u lately ..... Hmm.... BZ fella .... Aftr Great Wall, U going to set foot on the Malaysian waters!!! wow .... somemore FOC !!! so envious !!! haa... haa... NVM, Me wil join M & M for our nite out !!! We'll juz hv to miss u again .... Oh no lor .... U will miss us .... haa...haaaa or maybe not .... so when U gog arr ??? Hmm.....
oh my .... itz 12.45am !!! I juz managed to stay awake n call HK - wish WaWa Happy Birthday !!!
Hooray !!! I better go Zzzz .....
& Kechik, dun hog yr psp !!! I got it fixed not for U to get hooked on !!!
Wah .... the dinner was fan-ta-bu-lous !!! All of Kor's signature Peranakan dishes !!! so nice of kor to wake up exceptionally early juz to make it in time for a mini lunch juz for u !!! Coz U will be going for yr Great wall biz Trip !!! EC will see that U catch yr flight on time... Hmm.... Me ?? wat do I do for u ??? Urm... I be nice nice to u k ... hee... hee.. see so many ppl sayang u ... arent U blessed ?? but so sad to see u go .... wish U cld be ard for all the fun we gonna have .... & I knw PSP boy miss u too !!
Oh met EC for dinner, twas eve of NDP, was great catch up .... food was good ... company was great !! we ate at our lil fav AMK Joint. Yummy Fish Soup .... Bitter Gourd & pork Ribs .... & we even ta pao the left over of the pa gu wang !!! Ha... EC's lunch tmrw !!! As usual EC tompang me bk else she'll probably not reach home till much later !!! her only readable GPS starts fm my home to her's. Haa.... haaa.. Oops ... so rude !!! But EC got lots of take backs fm my mummy .... haa... NDP goodies fm my mum !!! hmm.... NDP Goodies ??? watever ....
Oh... Saturday !!! was fun day !! I attended my 1st M.Cell.. was really good ..... tho I was the only new face amongst the other 5.... but we really opened up in our sharing !! & tat made everything so edifying ..... so encouraging. We laughed .... we joked, We shared !! Thank God for the wonderful time. Service was good too, Kor rushed all the way after CCLT, Ps Mar Wrapped up the book of Haggai.
Oh then after Service, we went to this Teochew restaurant for dinner to celebrate someone's b'day !!! again Food was authentic teochew, not too bad !! we laughed, we joked, and we ate !!
Hmm.... something was amiss that nite .... rite !!! someone wasnt in the midst ..... far away in the land of Chairman Mao !!! Hey, U r once again missed ..... sigh .... the food was good .... the company was great ... but the missing jigsaw pc was not there !!! Even as we headed down to the KTVs, altho U wun open that Goldie mouth of yrs .... still felt something missing .... Well, not juz me miss u .... Small M too !!! wah ... she really Queen of KTV.
Hmm.... itz okie lah .... very soon U'll be back & we'll tackle xiao jin again !!!
Sun was lunch at Muthu's !!! Bozz's bro arrive late Sat nite fm Jakarta & heading bk to Melbourne tat Nite, Alamak Bozz.... U juz missed yr bro by 24 hrs. So lunch was at this ABNN Joint .... but flooded w/ Chinahs !!! haa... haa...
By now my batt is almost flat .... 2 weeks of late nites and running ard .... by now I am totally flat !!! hv to prep for work tmrw !! Mons r best !!! morning devotions !! Yeah !!! Recharge my Spiritual batt .... long time no cell due to church events !!! Hmm.... I do miss cell !!!
This am, itz bk to work aftr a long NDP break ..... wah ... I was astonished when I saw a foreign greeting over msn !!! "Good morning" itz says .... "I got U lotion fm VS !!!"
Oh wow .... suddenly I felt so pampered !!! "Good am", I replied, "U went US ???"
Good Ol WK in US for training & meeting .... wow .... got me lotion from VS .... urm, used to be so tough to get him in there to pick up my fav lotion .... nw he goes in so spontaneously.
"We'll do dinner & I'll pass u the stuffs, when I am back". Urm.... ok... was my reply !!! Well, 22 Aug nite he arrives .... back in office 23 Aug..... hey itz Small M's b'day !!! Hmm...... I'll plan w/ Big M on wat we cld do for the B'day gal ..... Aei.... arent U gog for yr cruise ??? hmm .... again U wun be ard !!! hvnt hv much of u lately ..... Hmm.... BZ fella .... Aftr Great Wall, U going to set foot on the Malaysian waters!!! wow .... somemore FOC !!! so envious !!! haa... haa... NVM, Me wil join M & M for our nite out !!! We'll juz hv to miss u again .... Oh no lor .... U will miss us .... haa...haaaa or maybe not .... so when U gog arr ??? Hmm.....
oh my .... itz 12.45am !!! I juz managed to stay awake n call HK - wish WaWa Happy Birthday !!!
Hooray !!! I better go Zzzz .....
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