Questions .....

How would one react when you care abit more and show concern ?? Apart from deeds .... Would you ask a little more then usual .... like ask str8 fm the heart ??? or beat around the bush ??

I'm baffled by this someone telling me I'm been asking too much..... till there's no personal space left !! Haa...ha... I'm juz lost for words !!!

Funnie how ppl react !!! I always tot when ppl meet they r frenz, when they grow closer, they r close frenz .... so w/ closer frenz there shld be no barrier !!! there's nothing to hide.... U juz bare all & come to terms w/ one another !!!

When frenz begin to build closer bonds, their friendship strengthen ... and will be able to weather a bit more then normal acquaintance. The threshold of tolerance grows & becomes higher naturally !! U begin to hv a deeper understanding of one another....... Thatz when U r able to ask a lil' more than normal .... talk a lil' further .... express yrself more !!!

But ... strangely, today I've learn itz not like tat !! Haa... haa.. Search me ?? I'm both stunned & lost !!! I really dunno how to treat ppl anymore !!!

Should I con't to be as warm as ever .... love them all despite watever they say ..... or be bothered & turn cold !!! Be Frozen !!!

I'm really lost !!! Watever happened hv indeed left me broken in some ways !!! I wonder .... will it be better if I choose to turn cold !! Oops ... I meant frozen !! Urm... I think I'm capable of it .... Maybe itz a new season then .... I shld after all be S.B.C !!! Simply Bo Chap !!! If it makes u happier .... Wat is sacrificing a lil of myself !!! I still find it so strange !!! Anyway... why bother when ppl dun appreciate & take yr kindness for granted !!

So juz learn to be cold fm now on .....

Allow me to live up to me being a nice nice gal, but can be nasty at times !! Be Cold !!! Be frozen !!

Itz really saddening to know, I'm really affected !! Else this blog will not even surface !!!